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I'm not strong enough.
I might look tough.
But I'm really weak.
More than you can imagine.
Please give me some strength.
Day by day.
I become tired with all this.

another random post...

it's been a long time, is it? today is already 19th february 2013. time flies so fast. 5.05 am and i still haven't sleep. i can't sleep but it's ok because today is my off day. finally! after 7 days straight working, i can get a rest although for 1 day. a lot of things happen at work... since chinese new year just passed a week ago, i'm hella tired... not enough staff at work, not enough sleep, not enough rest. gaahh! i hate it. what i hate the most it, it feel like i'm the only one working there. everything has to ask me. i'm so tired. i just wanna ignore all calls and sms for today. no work for a whole day. try to learn how to be independence. not all things should ask for hundreds time. i'm so stressful. depression. why'd they don't understand?

enough with work! gahhh! just think about it make me so tension!

become adult surely stressful. have to think about anything. future, money, life, work. so difficult! until when should i live like this? have to stop but i don't know how to!

super junior and my life...

A few days ago, my co-worker asked me, what exactly makes me loves Super Junior so much? Why’d I love them? Is it because of their various types of music? Is it because of their different personalities? Is it about their passion and affection? Or is it because of their handsome face? I love all, I love everything about them. I already like them for 5 years. Truthfully, I never feel bored with their song.

It was started on April 2008, when I was on my 2^nd semester at college. That time, I didn’t even know K-pop and I didn’t even know it existence. Yes, I watch K-drama such as Winter Sonata, Autumn In My Heart and many more but I never listen to any K-pop song. That night, I was bored and my mind was really tired after studying for final exam. I borrowed my housemate laptop, trying to search for interesting video, I played a video and I didn’t even know the singer, but I immediately fell in love. It was Super Junior’s Haengbok music video. Suitable with the title, when I watched the MV, I felt really happy and my mood suddenly became high. They make me smiled and forgot about my stressful day. I was so lucky that my roommate also has the same interest.

Since my final exam was held on May, I didn’t have time to search anything about them. My semester break came and my wished to learn something about them, couldn’t be fulfil. When I went back to my hometown, I didn’t have any access for internet and cyber café is really far, and I didn’t have transport. For 2 and half months, I kept replaying the same song again and again. Around July 2008, when I watched MTV, they suddenly appeared on a commercial break. They were coming for MTV Asia Awards that was held at Genting Highlands on August 2008. I only knew 1 song and I didn’t even know the members’ name but I really want to go and meet them. Of course, my wish just became a wish. I went back to the college, just a few days after MTV Asia Awards, it was really hurt when I saw Genting Highlands signboard.

1^st thing I wanted to do when went back to college is search everything about Super Junior. Their names, songs, sub-group and everything, I like them more and more. I downloaded all their songs and I listen to their song every day.

On March 2009, when they were released their new album, Sorry Sorry, I was at my hometown, since it was mid semester break. I couldn’t wait until I went back to college, so I decided to drag my brother to cyber café. I was so eager to listen to their new song. I was really happy when the 1^st time I listen to Sorry Sorry and my brother could only shake his head. K-pop wasn’t really popular at that time and it was hard to watch any K-pop video on TV. When I 1^st watched Sorry Sorry on TV, I was really happy and seriously became really excited, shouting and singing together with them.

On June 2009, once again semester break came. Since I knew Super Junior, I couldn’t live without internet. I need to know anything about them. I managed to persuade my dad to buy a broadband, of course, using my own money. With internet connection, everything went well and I didn’t have to worry about anything.

When new semester started, my roommate and I knew that there was a K-pop store at Berjaya Times Square. We were unfamiliar with KL but because we were so eager to go there, we would do anything to make it happened. We went to BTS for the 1^st time, looking for a K-pop store, MyStar. Upon arriving at the store, I couldn’t help, my eyes were shining and felt like wanted to buy everything that display there. We spent almost 2 hours at that shop, deciding what to buy. At last, I spent almost RM200 at that shop, buying their album, poster, keychain and other accessories. It’s worth and I never feel regret spending so much money.

End of December 2009, during my last semester, I received an unexpected news, the news that make me so happy and almost shed tears. Super Junior was going to held their 1^st solo concert at Malaysia, Super Junior Super Show 2 (SS2), on 20^th March 2010. I excitedly call my roommate and we were really happy. The ticket started selling only a few weeks after new semester opened. Since I knew Super Junior, I went through a lot of experiences. We went to buy the ticket at Sungei Wang Plaza. We thought not many people would come, we never knew how many Super Junior or K-pop fans at Malaysia. We took a bus from Seremban to KL, and arrived at Sungei Wang Plaza around 10.45 am and I was really shocked because there were already hundreds or maybe thousands of fan queued. For the 1^st time, I felt how people were battling to get the ticket, pushing and pulling here and there, and that was the scariest memories I ever experienced. From 10.45 am, I only got my ticket on 8.15 pm. I was queuing and standing for almost 9 hours to get the ticket! It was tiring but when I held the ticket, I forgot everything.

20^th March 2010, one of the beautiful and sweetest memories in my lifetime. I would never forget the 1^st day I met them. A day before the concert, my roommate and I decided to welcome them at KLIA. We went really early. Took a Komuter from Seremban to Nilai, then took a bus to KLIA and we already there on 11 am, although their flight landed around 4 pm. I really wanted to meet them but our hope destroyed. A lot of fans were waiting at the arrival but they came out from departure. Nobody knew and could imagine how broke my heart that time. I came so early but I couldn’t meet them.

On the concert day, with my heart a little bit broken since I couldn’t meet them at airport the day before, my friends and I were trying to test our luck. Before we check-in to our hotel, we went to Millennium Hotel, the hotel that they stayed. There were not so many fans since a lot of fans already went to the concert venue. Less than 10 minutes after arriving at the hotel, my dream came true! They came out from hotel. I was shaking, screaming their name. I was only a few feet from them. I could see them really close, really clear. My mood brighter and I didn’t feel broken anymore. My wish came true.

That night was the greatest moments. I could hear them sing live, I could see them dancing live and I could see their affection, their interaction with each other and fans. 3 hours was so fast. It was like a dream and I wished I never wake up. A day after the concert, it wasn’t enough. I need to see them a little bit. Once again, we went to the hotel. We arrived there on 1.30 pm, standing outside the hotel with really hot weather, and they only came out on 4.30 pm. I was really happy. 20^th and 21^st March 2010 was really an amazing days for me.

I thought I could never see them again. I finished my study on May 2010 and that’s means, I was back to my protective family, to my overprotective parents. I didn’t think I would see them again. On March 2011, once again they came to Malaysia for SS3. I didn’t go, I couldn’t see them, I couldn’t meet them, I couldn’t stalk them. Just 1 week after the concert, I went to a vacation with my family at Sepang. When drive thru the Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, my heart was so hurt. They just having a big concert, only a week before. I almost cried when I thought about it. They came again on May 2011 for Hari Himpunan Sejuta Belia at Putrajaya. Sadly, I still couldn’t go. I already lost 2 opportunities to meet them on 2011.

On November 2011, the organizer announced that they would bring Super Junior for MOA Live at KL at MBPJ Stadium. I make up my mind, I must go to the concert. I must see them. My wish came true once again, on 3^rd December 2011. Not only Super Junior but I also meet f(x), B1A4 and Miss A. I only bought the cheapest ticket, which is RM183. They only sang a few songs since it wasn’t their solo concert, I was really far from the stage and I wasn’t satisfied but I was happy.

When I thought that was my last time I could see them, on December 2012, the organizer once again announced they would bring Super Junior’s subgroup, Super Junior M for Asia Super Showcase at Kenanga Wholesale City. I wanted to go and decided to buy an expensive ticket (thanks to my lovely everything) for the 1^st time. I watched their performance for 3^rd times on 11^th December 2012. I also met Exo-M and BToB for the 1^st time. I was really close with the stage, I could see them clearly. It was an amazing show, although I started queuing since 7.45 am and the concert only started on 8.15 pm. I was tired but really happy.

I wanted to meet them again. They just came here again 2 days ago for Golden Disk Awards (GDA) but I couldn’t go. I just met them last month, so I couldn’t go. I was really heartbroken, losing so many opportunities to meet them. But meeting them for 3 times, already make me this happy. If I’ve a chance, I want to meet them again. I want to feel happy again.

All moneys I spent for them, I never regret it. It gave me a satisfaction. Super Junior teaches me a lot of things. I became more independence and I travelled to a lot of different new place. They taught me about a strong bond of friendship. They taught me to never give up and must be a hardworking to achieve what I want. Their music accompanies me when I was stress, depressed or tension.

No matter what other people say, I’ll continue support them. They’re my source of happiness. I know what I like, I know my limit. Nothing can change my love towards them.

best memories of 2012

Today is the last day of 2012. Time flies so fast and tomorrow, in 2013 I’ll turn 24 years old. I’ll still fangirling over Super Junior though. LOL! Many things had happened and not all things came out smoothly but I don’t really mind because let bygone be bygone. Sweet memories will surely remember forever. Because today is the last day of 2012 and in a few hours, we’re going to welcome 2013, I’ll list all sweet and best memories that happened to me in 2012.

1. Asia Super Showcase. I meet Super Junior for the 3rd time, BToB and Exo-M for the 1st time. The showcase was really daebak! I've no regret spending so much money for the sowcase.
 

2. Meet her after a year. I was so happy because got a chance to spend time with her again. She's forever my everything. I miss you, I love you. I hope we can meet again.
 

3. Vacation at Genting Highlands for the 1st time. LOL! Even I face an unexpected 'thing', the vacation still the best! Just forget about those 'thing'.

4. Jalan-jalan with my beloved family. 2012 is the year for Kedah and Perlis! LOL! I went to Kedah and Perlis for, I lost count! LOL! I went to Wang Kelian after 12 years, to Bukit Kayu Hitam after a few years (ROFL!), to Menara Alor Setar and Muzium Padi for the first time, and many more. I even went to the place I never go. Well, my family really like to jalan2.
 

5. Hangout with ELF friends. I got so many new friends because of Super Junior! Thank Q very kamsa! 

That's all. LOL! GOODBYE 2012 AND WELCOME 2013!

perginya seekor kucing...

Masa dia baru lahir, kitaorang panggil dia Meme... Sebab dia mmg comel di antara siblings dia yg lain... Dia lahir masa aku form 5, skang aku dah 23 tahun pun... Dah 6 tahun dia bersama ngan family aku... Kitaorang mmg sayang sgt kat dia. Sampai lama2, kitaorang panggil dia Kakak... Nama tu mmg lekat kat dia sampai dia mati. Dia ni manja sgt2... Pas2 jarang keluar rumah... Boleh dikatakan dia ni home cat gak lar... Aku ingat lagi time dia lahir, kat bawah katil aku... ^^ Nakal mmg nakal lar... Yg best, klu kitaorang keluar, and bila kitaorang balik, dia mesti sambut kitaorang... Dengan setia dia tunggu kat tempat park kereta.... Kalau time makan, dia mesti join sekali kat kerusi kosong... Kitaorang mmg tak dapat halau dia dah sbb dia mmg degil... Hihihihi... Tapi skang... Semua tu dah takde... Dia dah pergi... Semalam dia kena langgar kereta... Dalam keadaan bunting... Memang sedih sgt2... Perut dia dah besar, maybe dalam minggu ni dia bsalin, klu umur dia panjang... Mak cakap, kena langgar kat kepala... badan dia takde apa2 pun... Sedih sgt2... Mmg terus menagis masa mak gitau Kakak dah takde... Terkejut and tak sangka... Dia dah bersama kitaorang untuk 6 tahun... Mmg susah nak lupa dia... Time makan tadi, bila tgk kerusi kat sebelah, teringat dia... Macam nampak dia kat kerusi tu... :( Sedihnyer... Dah tak dapat peluk badan dia yg montel tuh... Pasni takde sapa teman saya bila family sy blk kampung... Takde sapa teman sy time makan... Kakak, sy sayang Kakak sgt2... Sy rasa mcm kehilangan ahli keluarga sy... Sy janji jaga anak Kakak yg 2 ekor tuh sampai diaorg besar mcm Kakak...

RIP Kakak.... We love you...

Of Donghae & Ticket

What's up? It's been a month since I last update this blog. Well, nothing interesting I could share, besides, I'm very busy with work and often feel really sleepy when I get home. Today is 15th October. Did I forget something? LOL! Of course not... Today is my no 1 Super Junior bias birthday! Hooray!!! I'm so happy because he finally turn to 6 years old! AGAIN! Hahahaaha!!! Since his birthday is going to end in 30 minutes (according Korea time), I wish you a very very happy birthday. You've turn 1 year older again. But oppa, no matter how old are you, I promise that I'll always support you. I want to see you successful in every field. Oppa, please stay healthy and don't overwork. Always give your charming smile. Always be your 5 years old self. Kekekeke... Always be happy with whatever you do especially when you're with Eunhyuk. But I'm kind of mad because he's not in Korea with you right now! My Eunhae's shipper heart can't take it! How I wish that you take a selca wif him at your birthday. Oh, poor my baby fish LOL! It's so out of topic. But nevermind that. :P I'm very proud of you, oppa. You've improve so much especially in acting. You gave a great acting for Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog. Thank you.

A hot wet fish... Kekekeke... Happy 27th birthday, Lee Donghae. 
 Last week, my favorite drama, Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog already came to an end. It's really sad 'cause I thought that drama would have more than 20 episodes but sadly, it's only 16 episodes. To tell you the truth, it's the 1st Korean drama that managed to catch my attention until I never miss to watch every episode for every week. Ok, maybe the reason is Donghae. But that wasn't his 1st drama. He already acted in drama before but it don't really catch my attention. I think this drama is the best drama for Donghae at the moment. Because of this drama, I also fell in love with the 2nd hero, Choi Jin-hyuk. LOL! WTF!? At 1st he don't really catch my attention, I saw him just an ordinary actor. But then, I realize that... Damn! He's hot! LMAO! Overall, it's worth to watch this drama. I'll surely grab the DVD when it's come out!

Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog's last scene... 
 Super Junior M is coming to Malaysia for Asia Super Showcase 2012! What a good news for every M-ELF! XD Although not all Super Junior's members are coming, at least 8 of them are coming! Hahahahaha! I'm super duper happy! I'm going to see Super Junior for the 3rd times! I already bought ticket and already makes plan for this December.

Thanks to Unnie Mulan 'cause bought me the ticket. Yup, it's RM383 ticket! Hohohoho! Although I've seen them twice, but this is the 1st time I bought expensive ticket! When SS2, I only bought 2nd floor ticket which cost me RM238. Last year when I went t MO.A Live at Malaysia, I bought RM183 ticket. Now, I hope I get a chance to see Super Junior really close. I really really really want to see Donghae super duper close. Although I've see him super duper close 2 years ago. Kekekeke... When stalking Super Junior at Grand Millennium Hotel when they came for SS2. What a great memories I have. Hihihihihi... 
 Well, that's all for today. I can't wait to see Super Junior and my friends again. I'll make sure this is going to be another best memory for all of us, especially to my precious. ^^

Apa Cer...?

Dah pukul 5 pagi... Dari tadi tunggu line internet laju. *sigh* Slow mcm snail betul lar.... Snail tu pun lagi laju dari internet ni! Gah! Terbantut niat untuk online. Last2, give up and terjah adobe photoshop. Lama gak tak meng'edit' gambar ni. Huhuhuhu... Sekarang tengah kebosanan tahap melampau sebab tak leh tido. Lampu bilik dah pun dimatikan, takut mak bising tido lambat. Huhuhuhu... Ala... Esok bukan kerja pun... Eh... Laju gak aku menaip dalam gelap ni... Hihhihi... Puji diri sendiri nampak. :P

Sebenarnya tak ada nak post apa2 pun. Saja jer... Dah lama tak post entry and menaip ni. Kang hilang la skill menaip aku. Huhuhuhu.. Pagi2 buta ni online sambil dengar lagu Kpop... Jap lagi nak Subuh dah...

Huwaaa... Bulan depan nak puasa dah weh!! Bestnya!!! Nak raya! Hohohoho... Pokai la aku tak lama lagi! Bak duit! Semangat puasa and raya dah kuat ni. Hish hish hish... Kekeke... And awal bulan depan akan menjejakkan kaki ke Genting Highlands bersama family tercinta! Hooray!! Cuti2 Malaysia lagi nampaknya.

Bulan depan gak, bulan habis duit! Hooray! Bersiap sedia untuk album baru Super Junior yang ntah berapa ratus pulak harganya! Huuuwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaa!!! Kopak den! Dah la nak pergi Genting Highlands, nak shopping raya lagi, album lagi! Pergh! Sah bankrap... Bulan ni jangan cuti! Bulan 7 dengan 8 bantai cuti puas2...

Eh... Dah la... Malas nak menaip lagi. Kekekeke...

Salam... dan selamat pagi...

My Loyalty

I'm already tired with this issue... It keep coming again and again. So, now I'm planning to close my ears, pretending like nothing is happening. Let's they, the antis, people who hate Super Junior or K-pop artist bash us. I don't care. I know who I am and you know who you're. Keep bashing because of that, we'll become stronger. You don't understand and that's why you keep bashing and say something ridiculous. I just hope that you've something better to do or to say, other than bashing our interest and artist. You'll never success if you keep your attitude like this.

I'm seriously don't understand what's wrong with liking K-pop music. I don't know what's the different between K-pop music and others music in your eyes. It's so stupid. This is so stupid. You're so stupid. I don't care about any music anymore especially that music. I'm tired of this people who keep bashing my interest. I won't care about you anymore. Just say what you want. I'll never support that music industry anymore because the artist make me sick, make me keep hating them. Don't blame us. It's because of your stupid mouth that we hate.

I've be liking K-pop for 4 years and I swear I'll never stop supporting them. Say what you want, I don't care!

Siapa yang kurang ajar?

Antara situasi, keadaan, dialog yang pernah dihadapi oleh kami…

Situasi 1

Customer: Tadi topup tak masuk lagi lar.
Kami: No mana?
Customer: No ni lar. Eh. No ni salah ni… Bukan bla bla tapi bla bla
Kami: Tadi dah bagi check kan?
Customer: Ang yg salah dgr. Tadi aku ckp bla bla ang tulis bla bla
Kami: Tapi tadi dah bg check
Customer: Setakat RM3 mmg tak kisah tapi buat kerja biar jujur
Kami: Bukan salah kami. Bila kami suruh check, cakap btl
Customer: /ambil buku topup, campak muka kami

So, siapa yang kurang ajar?

Situasi 2

Kami: Ni simkad lama, simkad baru dah masuk hp /sambil bg hp kat customer dgn muka senyum/
Customer: U orang ni ha, no manners
Kami: 0.o
Customer: Don’t know how to say thanks. Company I lg besar tapi I tak pernah ajar staff2 I mcm ni. No manner.
Kami: 0.o 0.o 0.o 0.o
Customer: /panggil staff dr dept lain/
Staff dr dept lain: Yes, what do you want?
Customer: is this ur manner talking to me? What I want? You’re supposed to say may I help you and bla bla bla bla…
Kami: o.0
Customer: Where’s your manager? I wanna see your manager
Kami: Ok. I pergi panggil manager /pergi panggil manager/
Customer: How did u teach ur staff? Don’t even say thanks to me and he /tunjuk kat staff dr dept lain/ even ask me what I want? U don’t teach your staff about manner ha?
Manager: Ok, I’m sorry. Maybe he directly translate from Chinese to English. He didn’t mean anything rude.
Customer: Using Chinese, balik China lar! ß This customer is a racist. Lalalala… She’s an Indian woman working at Intel… Lalalalalala…. Ooopppssss! Tak sengaja sebut!
Kami: 0.o /dalam hati watdefuk!?/

So, siapa yang kurang ajar?

Situasi 3

Customer: No bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Kami: Check number
Customer: Salah ni! Bukan bla bla tapi bla bla. Tu salah tulis nanti bukan nak ganti balik
Kami: =.= sebab tu kami suruh check

Siapa yang kurang ajar?

Situasi 4

Customer: Hari tu u cakap no ni no digi, ni bukan no digi lar! Ni tron! U bg salah topup! I masuk tak blh pun! ß cakap nak kuat2, bg 1 shopping mall dgr
Kami: I ingat no digi sebab 01116 slalunya digi no.
Customer: hari tu I tanya u, u cakap digi! ß muka tak puas hati
Kami: /tukar topup bg dia. Lgpun bukan masuk pun no topup tu, x der masalah nak tukar/

Watdefuk? Dia sendiri tak tau no dia tu digi ker, maxis ker, tron ker, celcom ker… tap nak marah org lak? =.=

Siapa yang kurang ajar?

Situasi 5

Customer: Hari tu I beli no topup tak masuk pun!
Kami: Ow, no tu. Sorry, tak masuk sebab ari tu salah aktif.
Customer: I datang dari jauh2 semata-mata utk ni saja? U org x blh call ker apa ker!?
Kami: No u tak aktif lg, sbb tu kami tak blh call
Customer: Kenapa u tak boleh check ka?
Kami: I dah say sorry kan? Klu salah kitaorg, mmg kitaorg ngaku. Lgpun I dah masuk bg u
Customer: Sorry kepala otak lar!
Kami: Kepala otak u lar…
Customer: U jgn nak kurang ajar dgn saya!

Siapa yang kurang ajar dulu?

Tu saja utk setakat ni. Byk lagi sebenarnya tp malas sgt nak ingat. Ingat kami ni binatang yg tak ada perasaan ka har!? Semua salah kami, customer juga yg betul… STFU lar wei! :P Meh try rasa duk tempat kami tgk…

p/s: saya benci customer yang perasaan dia VVIP!

Precious Handphone

So, apa cer pepagi buta ni... Dah pukul 6 pg... Bukan baru bgn, tapi belum tido. LOL! Tipu sungguh... Aku tido kul 12 am td, and terjaga kul 3.30 am. Jangan heran sangat. Aku mmg mcm ni kalau hari cuti... Pelik tapi benar... =.=

Tetiba rasa nak citer pasal henfon yg pernah and sedang aku guna... Hmmm... Aku start pakai hp sejak form 4...Kira2 7 tahun lepas... Yer lar... Bukan mcm dak zaman sekarang... Skolah tadika pun belum tapi dah pakai Iphone... Cccciiiisssss.... Aku mase tadika telepon rumah pun tak kenal lg weeh! Tau main panjat pokok and terjun parit jer... Kekekekeke....

Masa aku umur 16 tahun, ayah aku bg henfon as a gift sebab dpt result yg... Erk... Ok lar.... Dalam PMR... Masa tu mmg best giler... Yer lar... Dapat pegang henfon... Sapa tak suka... Leh blagak ngan kengkawan.... Lalalalal... Wpun tak secanggih Iphone 4, mahupun Samsung Galaxy S3... Henfon ni agak hebat & popular kira2.... Erk... 10 tahun lepas?

Nokia 3310.... KORANG ADA? Bwahahahahah!!!! Ni la phone pertama aku... Huahuahuahua... Janji dapat sms and call, dah hepi dah time tu... Yang best pasal Nokia 3310, time dulu, banyak giler jual casing dia... Mcm2 pattern... Mmg best lar... Wpun henfon tak canggih, asyik main tukar casing jer...

Masa aku form 5, skali lg ayah aku beli henfon utk aku... 3310 tu aku serahkan kat adik aku... Peh... Mmg turun-temurun heenfon tuh...

Jeng3x.... Nokia 2300... Korang ada ker? Wahahaha! Tak la canggih pun... Sama jer function mcm 3310 tuh... Cuma bunyi ringtones dia sedap sikit... Ni pun best gak... Casing mcm2...

Then, time aku sambung blaja kat kolej, dapat je duit pinjaman, aku tukar henfon yg canggih sikit... Sikit jer pun canggih dia... =.=

Ini dia, Nokia 5200... Ekekekeke... Aku ingat lg aku beli handphone ni dgn harga RM500... Skang nak trade-in pun tak laku.... LOLOLOL! Ni la 1st henfon yg aku beli sendiri... Leh tolak2... Mmg best lar... Dapat dgr lagu lg... Kekekeke... Time tu jadi mcm org baru kuar hutan lar... ROFL!

Tapi hampeh gak pakai 5200 ni, sebab tak lama pas2 rosak... =.= Maybe sebab suka sgt tolak2 kot... Aku pun pergi cari henfon lain...

Nokia 3120 Classic... Henfon ni maybe tak femes sgt... Design biasa... Tapi tahukah anda... Henfon ni ada kamera 2MP siap ada flash, maksudnya leh snap pic waktu mlm... And leh wat video call? =.= Aku beli ngan harga RM499... Tapi pergi trade in sebab nak dapatkan 1 henfon ni... Damn! Tau x betapa menyesalnya aku???? Aku sayang giler hp ni... T^T Hope org yg beli henfon ni, take care elok2.... Huuuuwaaaaa....

Satu2nya henfon Sony Ericsson yg pernah aku pakai and paling lama aku pakai... Sony Ericsson 750i. Mmg cool giler henfon ni! Henfon paling aku sayang and paling mahal pernah aku beli... RM650... Aku trade in Nokia 3120 tu sebab henfon ni lar! Damn! Mmg serious best pakai henfon ni... Kamera 2MP jer pun... Leh wat video call... Bila org call, kuar nama org tuh kat screen. Henfon ni rosak tahun lepas... Buuuhhhhuuuu... Semua sebab giler sgt surf internet... Tup, tup... Gelap terus screen dia... Dah kena virus kot... Sayang giler woooiiii!!!!

Ni henfon paling murah yg aku ada sekarang... Henfon ke2 aku sekarang.... Kekekeke... Digunakan utk tujuan2 rasmi... Dibeli dgn harga RM65 tahun lepas... Sekarang RM50 pun leh dapat....

LOL! Samsung E1080... Jadi lar... Wat per pakai henfon mahal2 kan... Tak mampu la katakan... Tsk tsk tsk...

Ni henfon yg aku pakai sekarang... Beli sebab terdesak nak pakai henfon... Z750i rosak, pastu aku tukar henfon ni...

Nokia X2-01. Tengok mcm canggih tapi harga sebenar dia adalah RM330... =.= Yer, jgn tak percaya... Aku beli tahun lepas... Actually, function dia biasa saja... Tak ada Wifi, kena la habiskan credit kalau nak on9... Kamera dia pun kecik jer... VGA jer pun... Yg best pasal henfon ni sebab dia jenis QWERTY. Laju jer taip sms pun...

And... few days ago, aku terpandang 1 henfon dalam newspaper.... Henfon tu telah memikat hati aku and memanggil-manggil aku utk membeli beliau... Damn! Sengaja nak perhabiskan duit aku... Aku dah jatuh cinta pandang pertama kat henfon tersebut....

Nokia Lumia 610!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ohhh.... It's BLUE color!!!! OH MY GEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! It's blue, my favourite!!!!! HOW DARE YOU SEDUCE ME!!!! GAAAAHHHH!!!! Aku nak henfon ni! Pleaseeeee, money come to mehhhh!!!!! Insyaallah, kalau tak de halangan, next month ko jadi milik aku.... HOHOHOHOH!!!

Itu saja... saya dah penat ni... Bateri laptop pun dah nak habis... Malas nak charge lorrrr.....

Goodnight! Er... I mean... Good morning!!!!

Change...

It's already 3 a.m and what am I doing? Still online? Erk... I still have to work tomorrow... *sigh* Can't wait till Wednesday. Why? 'Cause it's my only off day! Muahahaha! Dah lama rupanya tak update blog ni... Lama ker? :P Ehhh.... Tak perasan plak... Dah berubah erk blogspot ni? Actually, I'm having difficulty when I wanna change the blog layout. LOL! Tak jumpa cara nak tukar... Godek punya godek... Tadaaaa... New layout... Bukan susah pun...

Hmmm... Looking at the title... Change... I don't wanna talk about perubahan kat blogspot ni. Kenapa manusia ni cepat sangat berubah? *sigh* Dulu perangai elok jer, pastu dah lama2 start buat hal. Aku ni bukan jenis yang penyabar although boss aku selalu cakap aku ni jenis yg penyabar, tak der sapa yang tau apa terbuka dalam hati ni. Dah masuk 2 tahun aku kerja kat situ, macam2 kengkawan yang aku jumpa. Yer lar... 2 tahun... Lama gak tuh... Tak kira berapa banyak pun aku merungut, tak puas hati, aku still lagi kerja situ. Nak anggap kerja tu pening kepala, susah... Biasa lar... Semua kerja ada susah senang dia.

Sepanjang 2 tahun ni, aku tak leh kira dah berapa kali tukar staff. Tak tahan dengan perangai boss? Tak juga sebab aku and ada beberapa org leh bertahan lg. Jadi, tu bukan masalah sebenar... *sigh* Aku dah penat mengajar newbie2 ni. Kalau perangai elok, boleh tahan lar... Ni perangai macam hampeh... Bukan semua ok! Ada la segelintir... Maybe sebab aku ni baik hati sangat kot... Pakat semua nak pijak kepala... Selalu sangat bagi muka. Tu yang susah ambil budak2 lepasan sekolah kerja. Bukan semua lar... Ada gak dak part time yang still skull tapi rajin giler...

*Sigh* Kalau nak kerja tu, lebih baik fikir elok2 dulu. Jangan sampai menyusahkan orang lain. Kerja ni bukan macam sekolah. Sekolah pun ada rules... Cubalah ikut rules tuh... Aku tak kisah pun kalau diaorang tak nak ikut rules, tapi tolong jangan sampai menyusahkan orang lain. Cuba fikir perasaan kami sama. Yang kena marah dengan boss, bukan korang tapi kitaorang yang senior ni. Tapi tak per lar... Boss marah kitaorang, kitaorang marah korang balik.... Wahahahahaha!

Sekian... Post merepek dan tak puas hati saya...

Finish~

Finally! After 2 years, the fanfic already finish. 2 tahun gak la tunggu ending fanfic tuh... Huhuhu... But, it's worth! Hohohoho! I love the ending and I'll continue reading her fanfic. She's awesome writer!

It's been a long time since I write fanfic. Maybe around... 6 or 7 months.... Having a major writer's block! Gahhh!!! I wanna continue writing but the idea won't come out. I only focus on reading fanfic than write it. Kekekek...

I respect those fanfic writers who can update everyday. Seems like that have a lot of ideas inside their mind! T.T When I start writing fanfic, about 3 years ago, the ideas would come without I realize it. But now... No matter how much I force, it wouldn't come out! GGGAAAHHHH!!! *frustrated*

Someone, gimme some ideas now! I wanna write fanfic back!

p/s: I just... realize sumthing... Ehhh... Blogspot ni dah tukar ker? Nape lain macam jer style nak post update nih? LOL!

Giliran Muka Tembok kutuk KPop!

Hari ni aku tak ada niat pun nak on9. Tapi tadi my friend send msg cakap yang Bunkface kutuk Kpop. Ok, Malaysian artis... Again? Persoalan yang sama sy ungkapkan setahun yang lepas. PERLUKAH? Lebih kurang setahun yang lepas, sy ada post pasal 2 orang artis yang konon hot tu kutuk Super Junior sebab diaorang kononnya diberi layanan ala2 VVIP kat Hari Himpunan Sejuta Belia 2011.

http://azachiaki89.blogspot.com/2011/05/perlukah-kutuk-kpop.html

Dan, hari ni sekali lagi sy terpanggil untuk meng'update' blog pasal artis Malaysia kutuk Kpop. Sapa ckp sy tak sokong artis Malaysia? Sy still dgr lagu2 especially from Adam and KRU.

Kat Propaganza (rancangan kat Astro Ria) tadi, diaorang ada menebual si Muka Tembok ni pasal album baru diaorang and tup2, leh plak diaorang bercakap pasal artis Kpop ni miming la, plastik surgery lar. Sy sebagai salah seorang fan KPop, of course la sakit hati. I've to admit yg mmg kadang2 diaorang miming tapi... Artis Malaysia or mana2 jer la artis kat dunia ni, tak miming ker? Artis Malaysia ni tak pernah miming ker? Cuba buat konsert live selama 3 jam and tgk berapa byk lagu korang boleh menyanyi non-stop tanpa miming. Hahhh... Ada berani?

Artis2 yg mcm you all ni, Muka Tembok, memang suka cari publisiti murahan mcm ni kan? Yer la fan KPop kat Malaysia ni ramai, sekali korang kutuk, dush! Nama korang akan gah di serata pelosok internet ni. Orang2 yg selama ni tak pernah pun dgr nama korang akan tetiba tanya, "Sapa Bunkface tuh?" Adakah korang popular sgt sampai kutuk diaorang? Oh terlupa... Ni cara korang utk cari publisiti murahan. Tsk tsk tsk... Ni la sifat korang yg tak reti nak fikir mcm mana cara nak maju. Asal masuk jer muzik asing bg korang, ketidakpuashatian akan timbul. Korang akan start gelabah tak tentu pasal. Dari korang fikir idea nak kutuk, apa kata korang fikir idea macam mana nak memajukan diri korang? Aku tak pernah pulak dgr artis KPop ni kutuk korang. Apa dosa diaorang kat korang pun tak tau lar.

Pasal plastic surgery? Ahhh... Ni lagi 1 benda yg mmg sy kena admit pasal KPop. Kebykan dari diaorang mmg buat plastic surgery tapi dr pengetahuan sy, diaorang tak de plak minta duit kat korang kan? So, kenapa nak bising? Sy minat KPop bukan sebab muka diaorang yg sememangnya 10000000000000000000000000000 kali lagi handsome and cute dr artis Muka Tembok tu, sy minat muzik diaorang. Bila soal plastic surgery ni dibangkitkan, sy rasa sgt unfair utk KPop. Nak tau sbb apa? You all hanya tau kutuk tapi sedarkah anda (atau anda sememangnya sedar tapi pura2 tak sedar) yg artis kat sini pun tak ada kurang hebatnya juga? So... Botox tu apa? Original sgtkah muka2 you all tuh? Asyik nampak kesalahan and kesilapan org lain, tapi yg dekat tak mau tgk. Meh nak bg pepatah sikit, kuman di seberang laut nampak, gajah depan mata tak nampak! Memang buta betul korang ni. Or... Adakah korang rabun dekat?

Kalau kami minat KPop memang salah. Semuanya salah bg korang. KPop ni mcm satu benda yg haram plak kat mata korang. Apa beza KPop dgn muzik lain? Eleh, korang ni mmg hipokrit lar. Kutuk artis KPop tapi artis kegemaran or idol korang still orang luar gak. OMG! I WANNA LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH! Ada ke korang nak cakap idol korang tu, Datuk Siti Nurhaliza ker, Datuk Sharifah Aini ker, or KRU ker? Ada... Memang ada tapi pasti akan terselit 1 or 2 nama idol from barat. LOL! So, untuk kali ke2 sy tanya, SALAHKKAH KAMI MINAT KPOP????

Jangan kerana perasaan tidak puas hati dan hasad dengki, orang lain akan benci korang gak. Kita sesama minat muzik, kita ada minat kita yg tersendiri. Sy tak pernah ganggu hidup you all, so you all pun tak payah susah ganggu hidup kitaorang. Music is universal. Kita bebas utk minat muzik dari mana pun. Sy tak pernah pulak dgr sesapa cakap yg KPop ni muzik haram utk didengar.

So, anda terasa? Ada sy kisah? Sebab anda pun tak pernah kisah perasaan sy.

Sebelum sy undurkan diri, ambil sedikit masa baca apa ahli psikologi cakap pasal KPop fan...

What psychologist says about kpop fans....

A psychologist says: “Don’t underestimate those children who chase after Korean
celebrities, their hearts are purer than anyone else, they love courageously,
they will want to try their best to tackle difficult obstacles, the language and
cultural barriers. They symbolise peace, they don’t discriminate based on race,
they befriend people with the same interest from different countries, they’re
more passionate and warm than anyone else. They don’t betray the ones they like
easily, they are persistent and don’t give up easily. They are stronger than
anyone else on the inside, because when they are loving these Japanese/Korean
stars, they experience the setbacks they’ve never experienced in life. They are
all sensitive children, easily touched to tears for a long time because of one
incident.

Through investigation, most of them understand gratitude.

Their way of thinking is different from others, they don’t easily get carried
away by love, they don’t harbour thoughts of doing bad things, and their
criteria when looking for a partner is very high, other than looks, personality
is more important, so the rate of marriage isn’t high, but neither is the rate
of divorce.Their memory is very good, they can easily remember the
Korean lyrics they don’t understand, and their coordination skills are also very
strong. Most of them are cheerful children, not the kind who keep to themselves.

Their will of determination is also very strong, they are able to persevere all
the way just to buy something related to the celebrity they like.In
short, the way these children think is vastly different from others, and their
thoughts are not easy to understand. Generally, only those who have similar
interests are able to enter their world and understand it.

Sekian, Wassalam...

Alhamdullillah~

Pukul 4 lebih tadi, macam biasa aku keluar break dgn workmate aku. Waktu break kitaorang mmg time2 mcm tu. So, mula2 decide nak makan kat foodcourt Rasa Village tapi ntah kenapa boleh berubah fikiran makan dekat Mama Lissa. Maybe sebab terbayang-bayang ayam goreng dia kot. Huhuhuhu!! Masa baru duduk kat kerusi tu, tetiba rasa bergoyang. Tengok kiri kanan. Takde apa pun. Kawan yg duk semeja ni pun relax jer... Then, saya terpandang kipas besar kat dinding tuh. Dalam hati, maybe kipas ni kuat sgt kot. Saya pun ignore jer la. Mkn buat bodoh jer. Tetiba ramai orang kuar dari shopping complex. Kitaorang perasan staff McD tetibe duduk kat luar. Ehhh!!??? Ada apa? And tetibe kawan sy ni dapat call dari kawan kt tempat keja... Bos dah call hp saya tp x dpt. Maybe line pun kacau time tu. Rupa2nya ada gempa bumi. MashaAllah. Terus hilang selera makan. Semua org diarahkan keluar dari shopping complex. Mmg 1st time dapat tgk keadaan ni. Takut, risau, semua ada. Bila keadaan kembali tenang, semua kembali seperti biasa.

Dalam pukul 7 lebih, time aku buat kerja, sekali lagi org berpusu-pusu keluar. Sekali lagi gempa bumi berlaku. Mmg dah takut time tuh. Dgr org cakap Tsunami akan menghempap pantai2 di Penang kira2 jam 9.11 mlm. Bomba pun siap datang. Kebanyakkan org dah lari balik. Kedai pun banyak yg tutup. Bayangkan hari ni public holiday plak. Nak dekat pukul 8, bos mai and suruh kitaorang kemas dan tutup kedai. Dalam keadaan kelam kabut. Dapat amaran dari pihak bomba. Habis la semua kedai kat BJ tu tutup. Dengan Mydin sekali tutup. Pukul 8 mlm, dah senyap sunyi shopping complex tuh. Waktu tu sepatutnya waktu kemuncak tp... Apa boleh buat kan?

Alhamdullillah. Dah pukul 11.20 mlm. Tak ada apa yg berlaku. Amaran tsunami pun dah ditarik balik. Tapi kena sentiasa ambil langkah berjaga-jaga... Doakan keselamatan semua orang, terutama kengkawan ELF kat Indonesia... Amin...

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy 27th Birthday to World Anchovy aka Super Junior's Dancing Machine aka Monkey aka EUNHYUK oppa aka LEE HYUKJAE!
Wish you all the best, be happy, alway smile, don't overwork, take care of your health, and happy with everyone you love! especially Donghae XD


And he's celebrating his birthday with Donghae at Paris! ROFL! Actually Shindong also there... :P

4th April 2012 not only celebrating Eunhyuk's birthday but... OPPA OPPA JAPANESE VERSION RELEASE TODAY TOO!!!! Wooohhooo!!!



EunHae are so cool and... look good together! KYYAAA!


Enough with EunHae, now it's time for me!
2 days ago was my 23rd birthday! Hihihihi! On 1st April, I already celebrate with my family at Blue Bayou Seafood and Western 'cause my dad was working on 2nd April. Then, on 2nd April, I feel really touch 'cause my workmates and bos were celebrating my birthday at Nurul Ikan Bakar!


Thanks so much!!!


My birthday cake... So yummy~

And yesterday I got a birthday present from my 'wifey'! I was supposed to receive yesterday but since I didn't answer a call from abg Poslaju, I've to take it by myself at their office today! And I already took it!!!


I've been wondering along the way back what's inside this big box! LOL!


Here's the present inside the box! KKYYYYYAAAAA!!! Thanks so much wifey! This is the best birthday present ever! KamsaHAE!!!!


And this one... I'll take care of it with all my heart... ^^ I'm just 'borrowing' it for a while...

That's all my post for today! Cau~

Peluang...

Masa aku umur 13 tahun, aku dah lepaskan 1 peluang berharga. Aku dapat tawaran sambung belajar kat SMK St George, antara skolah yg cool2 (LOL!) kat Penang. Aku pilih masuk SMK Telok Kumbar, skolah menengah yg biasa. Tapi aku tak pernah menyesal masuk SMKTK, tp aku menyesal tak amik peluang masuk St George.

Masa aku umur 18 tahun, aku lepaskan 1 lg peluang. Dapat sambung belajar dekat Politeknik Seberang Prai tapi aku tolak. Kolej Negeri gak yg aku pilih. Aku tak menyesal masuk Kolej Negeri sebab kat situ aku dapat banyak pengalaman hidup since aku tinggal jauh dari family. Tapi aku rasa menyesal sebab tak masuk Politeknik.

Sekarang, aku dapat tawaran interview. Pegawai Imigresen. Takkan aku nak lepaskan 1 lg peluang? Aku mmg happy dgn kerja sekarang tp sampai bila nak kerja mcm ni? Ada masa depan kah aku?

Macam2 Ada~

Kali ni nak berblogging pasal apa erk? Hihihihi... Tak mau emo2 dah... Nak post yang happy2 jer 'cause I'm happy right now! LOL! Ok, skarang dah pukul 3.10 pagi waktu Malaysia. Oh no! What am I doing at time like this? Biasa la... Esok tak keja! Hohohoho!!! Jadi, jom kita berinternet sampai pagi!!!

Utk pepagi macam ni... Hmmm... A few days ago, aku ada snap pic bilik aku... Hihihihi... Nak show off sikit la ni... *mode: berlagak nak mampus* ROFL!

Jeng... jeng... jeng...!!! Bahagian paling aku suka dalam bilik aku... Kekekeke... Koleksi2 kesayangan hamba~

Comel tak? Spot ni masih dalam pengubahsuaian... Aku memang suka kumpul n jaga elok2 gift yg orang bagi kat aku... :P

Kalau nak tau, ni la hobi aku pada masa lapang, baca komik! Muahahaha!!! Novel tu ada gak la baca tapi tak larat aku nak baca ler. Kalau baca fanfiction tu rajin lar... 200 chapters pun aku tak kisah... ROFL!

Sebelum aku minat sampai tak ingat kat Super Junior, aku adalah fans setia anime! Hohohoho! Sekarang ni aku cuma ikuti perkembangan Naruto jer... Yang lain mmg tak layan dah. Tapi VCD anime ni amat berharga buat aku...

Barang kesayangan aku... Album original Super Junior. Dah habis ratus2 sebab album2 ni... Huhuhuhu... Tapi tak kisah pun. Dah minat kan... Bila tgk, rasa seronok jer... Tu la yang org panggil, KEPUASAN! Hahahaha!!

Tu je pun aku nak tunjuk... Wahahahah!!!

4 April... Tak lama jer lagi... Apa special hari tuh? Of course la birthday salah sorang oppa kesayangan... Eunhyuk oppa punya birthday yang ke27!! Hohoho!

Dah tua rupanya mamat ni! LOL! *oh shit! nape ko ni gorgeous sgt!*

4 April gak hari bahagia utk fan Super Junior especially utk EunHae's shipper mcm aku ni... Donghae and Eunhyuk gonna release Oppa Oppa Japanese version on that date! WOHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Here, the teaser! OMG!!! SO COOL! It's 100000x times better than Korean version!

And this is the short version! Why did you both have to be so handsome, cute and gorgeous at the same time!? Oh my poor heart... Dear SM, please give more chance for EunHae to duet together! Kekekeke... I know SM also ships EunHae! Wahahaha!!

Let's see this picture...
LOL! So cute and young... Maybe they were only 16 or 17 when this picture was taken...

Now, look at this one...
HOT! but still look young! Wahahaha! Donghae tweeted this picture few days ago. Aigoo.. This 2 boys really grown up huhh? Some things never change...

Last but not least... HOORAY!!! Mr Simple already reaches 40 millions views!!!! Let's make it to 100 millions, my ELF friends!!!



Hiyaahhh~~~ That's all... Sangat merepek pepagi ni... Hihihihi...

Hurting...

Day by day... It's more hurting...
I don't know it'll be this difficult...
I don't know it'll be this hard...
I don't know it'll be this hurt... My heart...
It keep crying inside...
'Cause nobody will see it...
Lemme just keep crying... Hurting...
How to make it feel better?

Jealousy...
It keep eating me...
Why it's so difficult to get?
What am I suppose to do?

Hoping...
I can go back to the past...
So, I know what should I do...
So, I won't regret...
Or... Should I keep the faith?
Will it come to me?
I really need it...
But it's almost impossible to reach...
No...
It CAN'T be reach by me...
I'm already losing...
There's no more hope...
I'll just keep hurting...
It can't be save anymore...

But...
Can I still hoping for it?
Can I?
Should I believe it?
It's more hurting...
I don't know...

Why...
I don't wanna live like this...
But... Do I've a choice?
Can I make it more better?
No...???
Why...??????

Let me go...
Let me free...
Let me do whatever I want...

That... Wasn't the last time... Is it?
I still not satisfy...
I still need it...

What should I tell?
How should I tell the truth?
Can't...
It's impossible...
Won't understand... Nobody...
I'm alone...
I'm sick...
I'm heartbroken...
Nobody...

It's hurt...
My heart... It's almost stop beating...
My breath... It's almost stop breathing...
My brain... It's almsot stop functioning...

Should I wait?
Should I be patient?

Please... Help me...

I wanna...

Me: Mak, cheq nak pi KL bulan depan leh? Ada reunion ngan kawan2
Mak: Tak tau la nanti tanya ayah hang

2 days later...

Me: Boleh tak cheq nak pi KL bulan depan?
Mak: Tak payah duk mengarut la. Dah la pi sorang2.
Me: Kawan cheq amik la nanti, kat Pudu.
Mak: Tak payah la. Nak pi bawak adik hang. Jangan nak mengada pi sorang2. Kalau ada kawan ka sorang teman tak per la. Buat apa pi sampai KL. Depa nak jumpa, depa mai sini.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a life I’ve? What a mother I’ve? What a parents I’ve? For God’s sake, I’m 22 years old already. I’m not 12 years old child. I already live far away before. In that 3 years, did you see any change in me? Am I becoming another person? Am I becoming bad daughter? So, I’m just asking your permission to go for 3 days. Why’s it so hard?

Why can’t you let me go? Why did you control my life? Why did you so cruel? Why you didn’t ever understand my feeling?

I know how to take care of myself. I’m just a teenager who need my freedom.

Your words, it was really stabbing my heart. I’ve cried out loud for 2 hours, you heard it but just ignore it... It’s another stabbing inside my heart. Why, why is it so difficult to understand my feeling?

It’s not 1st time. I already feel hurt many time... Which... I don’t think I can’t bare it anymore. Can I just end my life? Can I run away? Can I?

My greatest time is, when I spend time with my friend. Now, every time I go home, I always cry. It’s like this house don’t feel like a house anymore. Stop controlling my life. I wanna have my life too.

People say when your heart hurt, just hurting your body. Is it true? Can I do it? Can I just die?

I’m sorry, friend. We might not able to meet anymore, especially my college friend. I’m sorry. You don’t have to invite me on your wedding. You don’t have to invite me to go on reunion or something like that.

Let I life alone. Let me be alone. I don’t wanna have a friend anymore. I wanna be ALONE!

After 22 years life, I wish... I was never born to this world... Just... Please, kill me... I’m begging...

Geram! >:(

So, hari ni kerja aku bermula macam biasa. Takder la biasa sangat sebab hari ni kena buat report. Haish... Take over balik kerja yang aku buat sebelum ni. Tak kisah pun sebab aku mamang suka mengadap laptop ni. Nak dipendekkan cerita sebab aku geram ni, time tengah best buat kerja, datanglah 2 orang akak (Kak Y dan Kak B - bukan nama sebenar) LOL!

Kak Y: Kalau ajak Azza pun, mesti dia tak mau pi
Aku: Pi mana? (walaupun malas nak ambil tau, buat2 tanya sudah...)
Kak Y: Hari Sabtu ni ada interview kat bla bla (aku lupa apa dia cakap). Open interview. And mesti tak mau pi punya. Sayang nak tinggal tempat ni. Anak kesayangan Miss T (bukan nama sebenar)

Aku dah sentap dah tapi buat relax jer la kan...

Kak Y: Nanti kita dah bawak anak cucu, tengok2 Azza kerja kat sini lagi.
Kak B: Biar lar... Ada gak kerja tetap. Takder la nak lompat sana sini.

Kak Y terus terdiam. Haaa... Tu dia... Kena sedas... :P

Aku punya suka la aku nak kerja mana pun. Bukan ang yang bayar gaji aku. Bos gak yang bayar. :P Aku tak kacau hidup sesapa pun kalau aku terus kerja kat situ. Kerja kat mana pun sama jer. Janji dah selesa and boleh bawak diri ngan tempat tu, continue jer lar. Takde plak aku nak bawak masalah kat sesapa. Bos garang? Suka complain? Cerewet? Banyak mengarah? Ala... Perkara biasa la tu. Kat mana2 pun sama... Try tanya bos korang, nape dia cerewet, suka mengarah, suka complain...

"Sebab I kan boss"

ROFL! Kerja jer... Asalkan jangan sakitkan ati orang and bagi org menyampah tengok muka and perangai kita. Jangan ler selalu mock orang. Perbaiki sikit sikap tuh. Maybe ang tak sedar sebab dah terbiasa sangat.

Aku kerja ni, it's not about loyalty or what. It's just that I'm comfortable with what I do now. Kalau 10 kali tukar kerja, pastu takde hasil apa2 tak guna juga kan?

So, jaga2 la diri sendiri. Jangan 1 hari aku meletup and tapak tangan ni sampai kat muka plak.... Oops! :P