Macam2 Ada~

Kali ni nak berblogging pasal apa erk? Hihihihi... Tak mau emo2 dah... Nak post yang happy2 jer 'cause I'm happy right now! LOL! Ok, skarang dah pukul 3.10 pagi waktu Malaysia. Oh no! What am I doing at time like this? Biasa la... Esok tak keja! Hohohoho!!! Jadi, jom kita berinternet sampai pagi!!!

Utk pepagi macam ni... Hmmm... A few days ago, aku ada snap pic bilik aku... Hihihihi... Nak show off sikit la ni... *mode: berlagak nak mampus* ROFL!

Jeng... jeng... jeng...!!! Bahagian paling aku suka dalam bilik aku... Kekekeke... Koleksi2 kesayangan hamba~

Comel tak? Spot ni masih dalam pengubahsuaian... Aku memang suka kumpul n jaga elok2 gift yg orang bagi kat aku... :P

Kalau nak tau, ni la hobi aku pada masa lapang, baca komik! Muahahaha!!! Novel tu ada gak la baca tapi tak larat aku nak baca ler. Kalau baca fanfiction tu rajin lar... 200 chapters pun aku tak kisah... ROFL!

Sebelum aku minat sampai tak ingat kat Super Junior, aku adalah fans setia anime! Hohohoho! Sekarang ni aku cuma ikuti perkembangan Naruto jer... Yang lain mmg tak layan dah. Tapi VCD anime ni amat berharga buat aku...

Barang kesayangan aku... Album original Super Junior. Dah habis ratus2 sebab album2 ni... Huhuhuhu... Tapi tak kisah pun. Dah minat kan... Bila tgk, rasa seronok jer... Tu la yang org panggil, KEPUASAN! Hahahaha!!

Tu je pun aku nak tunjuk... Wahahahah!!!

4 April... Tak lama jer lagi... Apa special hari tuh? Of course la birthday salah sorang oppa kesayangan... Eunhyuk oppa punya birthday yang ke27!! Hohoho!

Dah tua rupanya mamat ni! LOL! *oh shit! nape ko ni gorgeous sgt!*

4 April gak hari bahagia utk fan Super Junior especially utk EunHae's shipper mcm aku ni... Donghae and Eunhyuk gonna release Oppa Oppa Japanese version on that date! WOHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Here, the teaser! OMG!!! SO COOL! It's 100000x times better than Korean version!

And this is the short version! Why did you both have to be so handsome, cute and gorgeous at the same time!? Oh my poor heart... Dear SM, please give more chance for EunHae to duet together! Kekekeke... I know SM also ships EunHae! Wahahaha!!

Let's see this picture...
LOL! So cute and young... Maybe they were only 16 or 17 when this picture was taken...

Now, look at this one...
HOT! but still look young! Wahahaha! Donghae tweeted this picture few days ago. Aigoo.. This 2 boys really grown up huhh? Some things never change...

Last but not least... HOORAY!!! Mr Simple already reaches 40 millions views!!!! Let's make it to 100 millions, my ELF friends!!!



Hiyaahhh~~~ That's all... Sangat merepek pepagi ni... Hihihihi...

Hurting...

Day by day... It's more hurting...
I don't know it'll be this difficult...
I don't know it'll be this hard...
I don't know it'll be this hurt... My heart...
It keep crying inside...
'Cause nobody will see it...
Lemme just keep crying... Hurting...
How to make it feel better?

Jealousy...
It keep eating me...
Why it's so difficult to get?
What am I suppose to do?

Hoping...
I can go back to the past...
So, I know what should I do...
So, I won't regret...
Or... Should I keep the faith?
Will it come to me?
I really need it...
But it's almost impossible to reach...
No...
It CAN'T be reach by me...
I'm already losing...
There's no more hope...
I'll just keep hurting...
It can't be save anymore...

But...
Can I still hoping for it?
Can I?
Should I believe it?
It's more hurting...
I don't know...

Why...
I don't wanna live like this...
But... Do I've a choice?
Can I make it more better?
No...???
Why...??????

Let me go...
Let me free...
Let me do whatever I want...

That... Wasn't the last time... Is it?
I still not satisfy...
I still need it...

What should I tell?
How should I tell the truth?
Can't...
It's impossible...
Won't understand... Nobody...
I'm alone...
I'm sick...
I'm heartbroken...
Nobody...

It's hurt...
My heart... It's almost stop beating...
My breath... It's almost stop breathing...
My brain... It's almsot stop functioning...

Should I wait?
Should I be patient?

Please... Help me...

Feeling~

Hearing to Donghae's song, "Beautiful" at time like this, make me remember all the sweetest memoories... *sigh* Why it's so difficult now? Can I go back like before? Why is it so hard? Can I get my normal life? I miss you... *sigh*