Monday, 13 June 2011

She is...

Who? This entry is special for someone that I’ve known for 4 years. She’s very special to me. She’s my ex-housemate, ex-roommate, ex-classmate for 3 years, but she’ll always be my friend, my best friend, my wifey and my sister forever!

How did I know and meet her? 4 years ago when I was studied at Kolej Negeri. Her bed was on top of my bed. I’m a shy type person. I don’t talk much with people I don’t really know. On 1st night at the dorm, she was talking very loudly to the person across our bed. Wow! And I thought they were best friend, but they just knew each other. *sigh* I hope I can talk like that too but I’m too shy and just heard what they talked about (in Negeri Sembilan dialect! =.=) From that day, 2nd July 2007, I became her friend. When we moved to our rent house, she became my roommate.

We have many similarities. She dragged me into Korean drama/KPOP world while I dragged her to my manga/anime world. ^^ We fell in love with Super Junior at the same time, same day and watching same video. Sometimes, we also like same clothes. Yeah, we even bought same clothes and wear on a same day! We planned it. :P

When we went out, many people thought we were twins! Since we always wear same clothes! ROFL! We always went somewhere together and sometimes, our friend thought we were lesbian. =.= On cyber world, we known as ‘hubby and wifey’. I’m the hubby while she’s wifey. Why? Blame EunHae. LOL! Even her name in my phone is ‘Wifey’. ^^

I felt really happy when I went out with you. To KL, Penang, Seremban or even Tampin. LOL! To shopping, karaoke, watched SS2, everywhere! I feel really comfortable with you.

She always helped me especially... At the kitchen! Muahahaha! I don’t know how to cook, seriously! Hahahaha! But she always helped me, taught me. I feel so happy that time! Suddenly I miss your ‘masak lemak’. Kekekeke... Also, because of you, now I really ketagih to eat ikan keli. :P

When I became one of the MPP candidate and our college set up a camp for MPP candidate, that time, when I told you I’m going there, why did you cry? When I saw you cried, I also cried! LOL! When remember about it, I just realize that it’s kinda embarrassing! At last, I didn’t go and we went to somewhere else, my hometown. ^^

One hour silent treatment was the moment that I would never forget! You just shouted at me and said that I couldn’t talk to you for one hour. I did it. Actually, I didn’t really want to do it. I’m scare when I saw you. It’s looked like you were the one that gave that silent treatment to me! Before one hour, I ended our silent treatment and it’s really funny when I saw at your so-relieve-face after that. I felt relieve too ‘cause finally, you smiled at me. Hihihihi...

Tragedy on semester 1. You couldn’t forget about it right? I know it’s really painful for you. I was really in trouble that time. To choose between two people. My friend that I’ve known for 5 years or my friend that I only known for a month? I choose you. My heart said so. Although that time, we didn’t really know each other, I choose to be beside you. Don’t ask me why ‘cause I also didn’t have the right answer.

I hate when you didn’t smile. I hate when you were sad. Until now, I still couldn’t forgive that stupid guy that disturbed your life on the early morning. LOL! Remember him? The guy that I shouted through your phone. He was annoyed me that time. I shouted at him ‘cause I didn’t like seeing you sad. I didn’t like watching another person hurt you! But, I realize that I’m one of the person that made you sad. On your 21st birthday, ‘cause I wanted to give surprise to you, I didn’t text or call you for 5 days. I’m sorry. I didn’t like seeing you sad but I’m the one that make you sad. I’m so sorry.

Birthday. You were the only one (friend) that always remembered it. ^^ I liked when someone remembered my birthday ‘cause I feel my existence. On my 21st birthday, I heard something that I shouldn’t. “Luckily she reminds us about your birthday”. That phrase broke my heart but I felt really happy ‘cause you still remembered my birthday. ^^

May 2010. We’ve to separate with each other, follow our next step. I know, we both know, how sad we were that time. We tried to act cool but, once I stepped inside the bus, I felt really sad. All 3 years memories came into my mind like a sweet movie but I didn’t really cry ‘cause I knew I would meet you in a month.

June 2010. When I went to take all my things from the house, actually, I felt really scare ‘cause I’m so sure that I would cry in front of you. I acted strong ‘cause I didn’t want to see you cried. After I got inside the car, bid a goodbye, my tears dropped. I couldn’t see you until our graduation day.

October 2010. I kept texting you, asked when would you arrive. I couldn’t wait to meet you again after 4 months. Acted cool again, ‘cause I’m just like that! :P But I really wanted to hug you tight! Muahahaha! I felt really happy when I knew that we were going to stay at the same hotel. That’s why I wanted to meet you that night. I wanted to chat with you until the sunrise! But *pout* our families must be worried about us. That was the last day we met. I felt so sad to separate with you.

Since that day, we only texted or called each other. We were separated by hundreds of kilometres, 4 states, 6 hours journey and luckily in this modern world, we have cell phone and internet. :P

Actually, I always have problem. With my life, with my job. Everything. But when you talked to me, when you messaged me, or chatted with me, all problems gone like a wind. Messaging with you every day, even if it’s just a short sentence was enough to make me happy! How to describe this situation... Hmmm... Have you read this fanfic? Usefully Useless? This fanfic is the exact way to describe it. But... Hey! I’m still your hubby although Eunhyuk’s situation in this fanfic looked exactly the same as me!

It’s really worth to know you. I worth our friendship more than I worth my friendship with my friend that I’ve known for 15 years. Time doesn’t mean anything. It heart matter. ^^ I didn’t really regret entered that college ‘cause of that college, I met you and became your best friend. I may not know you well but I’m willing to know you very well. I believe in friendship, there are sad and happy moment. We couldn’t expect what would happen but we could try our best to protect our friendship.

We went through a lot of trouble, a lot of happiness, a lot of sadness. Eating, talking, sleeping, fangirling, shopping, watching, everthing that I did with you, I really, really, really appreciate it! I can’t... No, I never ever meet someone, a friend, like you. She's really special, too special to me!

You’re my greatest best friend that I ever met, Noor Hidayah binti Ismail! I miss you, I love you! *rains you with a lots of kiss chu~*

1 comment:

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