Of Eunhyuk & Eunhae...

10.11.12, when I woke up that morning, I received a message from my bestie.

"I hate Hyuk!"

Just reading that message, my heart was beating so fast. Why did she say like that? Something happened? She would never say like that because Eunhyuk is his ultimate bias. My mind started to go wild. Maybe he's announced that he has a girlfriend? This is what I'm thinking. With my shaking hand, I go online. What I don't wanna know actually happened. There's a picture of Eunhyuk and IU, which they said laying on the bed with Eunhyuk was topless. I couldn't believe it. I could never look at the picture. I cried. But why did I cry? Jealousy? Heartbroken? Shocked? No, it's because I'm hardcore Eunhae's shipper. I've always believe they're real. In just a few seconds, I felt betray. They're not real. They're doing it for the purpose of fan-service. For a few moments, I hate them. They're lying. I felt so stupid because I ship them really hard but for the fact, they're not couple. Why am I so stupid? They'll never be together. They're both man!

I don't know when I'm going back to my sense. Why did I feel so angry? I should be happy that they're not gay! They're doing it because they're a close friend, a brother. I'm the stupid one that thought they're together. I'm so sorry Lee Donghae, Lee Hyukjae. I shouldn't ship you guys like that and now I'm finally realize it.

I don't mind if Eunhyuk and IU really couple. It's their choice, who am I to separate them? But I don't like what she did. Why did she has to accidently posted that picture? What's her purpose?

I heard a lot of rumors until I don't know which one to believe. IU's label company already stated that the picture was taking during summer when IU was really sick and Eunhyuk come to visit her. The picture was taking on the sofa and not on a bed.

Then, I also heard a rumors saying, Eunhyuk wasn't topless. He's wearing a shirt. It's just a camera angle. I felt relief about this, if it's true. There was also a rumor saying that they were once a couple but already broken. But, rumors would always be a rumors.

And since that day, everyone around the world started pointing their fingers at Eunhyuk. What's his fault? He's not the one that posted that picture. It was IU and it's not fair because people only blame him. No matter how heartbroken I am, I can't accept if my oppa is hurt.

SM didn't do anything and the choose to shut their mouth. Is this also a relief? I don't know. Just do whatever they want, just don't cancel Eunhyuk's schedule. I'm more hurt if I couldn't get any news about Eunhyuk. And to think that the leader, Leeteuk, is in army now. Nobody gonna take care of it. I hope my Super Junior oppa will be fine. 

Eunhyuk oppa, no matter what happen, I'll always stand by your side. Don't give up, don't be sad. It's just another problem. Please stay strong. Please remember that you still have your brothers and a lot of ELF supporting you.

And well, to Eunhae's shipper... Are we going to let our ship sink just because of 1 picture? Blehhh... Eunhae got a lot, which I mean, A LOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, that kind of picture. HAHAHAHAH!!! Even if they're not real, even if they relationship is just like a brothers, let me be in my Eunhae delusional world. I love them until I don't think I can't lose them.

Oppa, hwating! Saranghae!

Super Junior... COMEBACK!!!

Wow! *breaths in, breaths out* Super Junior is going to make a comeback on July 2012! Wohhoo! Only after 11 months they released 5th album, they're going to release 6th album and Kangin going to make his 1st appearance after almost 3 years! YEAH! But, so sad. We won't get to see Heechul this time! Huuwaaa!!! And where's Kibum? That guy has been missing in action since 2009! Geez! But, well... Luckily he's having a new drama, so... Yeah... Support Kibum in I Love Italy! XD

So, today entry I wanna talk about Super Junior teaser picture concept. The title for their new album is Sexy, Free and Single. Woot woot! *cough*sound*cough*pervert*cough* XD And the concept for their teaser picture is Beautiful Man. Well, oppa is beautiful. No doubt! But I never expect something like that from their teaser picture. Some of them really beautiful... THAN A GIRL! LMAO!

On 21st June 2012, they revealed Eunhyuk's teaser picture...

Oh! So damn handsome Eunhyuk although I couldn't see your eyes! Gah! Why they have to close Eunhyuk's eyes, just like 5th album? Duh! But, chinja! He looks really handsome yet beautiful with that flower on his eyes. LOL!

The next day, they revealed Donghae's picture. Oh! Eunhae!

KYAAA!!! Why he looks like a girl!? He's so pretty! And I think I've fall in love with him more! LMAO! Why did Donghae wear something that looks like a bride? Oh, is it because Eunhyuk is your groom? Hahahaha! I don't have any idea what that veil doing on his head. His face is so beautiful until I ignore and forget that's he's wearing a transperant cloth! O.O

Then, it's follow by Leeteuk and Ryeowook's pictures. You know what make me damn happy? My top 4 bias pictures came out 1st! XD

OH MY GOSSSHHHH!!! DAMN! DAMN! Look at the make-up and hair! Some people dislike it, but I'm fucking LOVE it! Leeteuk looks damn beautiful and gorgeous! This is the best Leeteuk's picture ever! I almost cheat on Donghae because of this! Hahahaha! Kidding! I really love his eyes, his hair... Oh my... What have you done oppa?

Look at Ryeowook's hair... It's RED! OMG!!! And look at the eye-liner... Damn! Why did they have to be so beautiful than me? LMAO! It's so perfect... His face is showing something... Sexy! XD

Yesung and Shindong's pictures revealed on the next day...

ROFL! Yesung, what's that on your head! Who's your stylist? I want to pull his/her head! And... Why only him doesn't get close-up picture? T^T Ok, I'm not going to complain anymore! *pout*

WOW! Shindong looks like an ice prince! Hahaha! This is so cold! Erk.. I mean... Cool! I'm really curious about his hair... And I've a desire to touch it! =.=

Then, it's Kangin and Sungmin's pictures...

Finally! Our Kangin is back! I can't wait to see his 1st comeback after 3 years~! Damn! He looks handsome too! Not beautiful! Hahaha! But, I don't like the thing on his head. Ok! Not going to complain!

Sungmin... I'm speechless... Wait. SFRJOGJFOVGKDSLFKKMASLFJDAOGJGNDGSFDFG!!!! OH MY GEEEEE!!! You're not even my bias but you make me love you! ROFL! It's a good idea to put that wig 'cause you look more beautiful than a girl! This picture make him looks like doing a cross-dressing! It's beautiful!

And today, 2 last teaser pictures are revealed. It's Siwon and Kyuhyun.

Wow! I can't describe it. It's amazing. So handsome.. Sorry, Siwon couldn't be beautiful in my eyes. Hahaha! Siwon, please don't look at me like that! I'm melting! ROFL!

Isn't Kyuhyun is the simple one here? LOL! It's call pure beauty! All his hyungs appear with heavy make-up, weird hair... And tadaa~ The magnae who's so simple! Oh wait! There's something on his face! LOL!

Who's your favourite? Kekekeke... For teaser pictures, my top 3 are... Leeteuk, Donghae and Sungmin. XD

I can't wait to listen to their new songs and watch their new MV! More importantly, I cannot wait to have their 6th album! I'm going to bulk order from Korea with my friends! Yeah! Money~ Money~ Come to me!

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy 27th Birthday to World Anchovy aka Super Junior's Dancing Machine aka Monkey aka EUNHYUK oppa aka LEE HYUKJAE!
Wish you all the best, be happy, alway smile, don't overwork, take care of your health, and happy with everyone you love! especially Donghae XD


And he's celebrating his birthday with Donghae at Paris! ROFL! Actually Shindong also there... :P

4th April 2012 not only celebrating Eunhyuk's birthday but... OPPA OPPA JAPANESE VERSION RELEASE TODAY TOO!!!! Wooohhooo!!!



EunHae are so cool and... look good together! KYYAAA!


Enough with EunHae, now it's time for me!
2 days ago was my 23rd birthday! Hihihihi! On 1st April, I already celebrate with my family at Blue Bayou Seafood and Western 'cause my dad was working on 2nd April. Then, on 2nd April, I feel really touch 'cause my workmates and bos were celebrating my birthday at Nurul Ikan Bakar!


Thanks so much!!!


My birthday cake... So yummy~

And yesterday I got a birthday present from my 'wifey'! I was supposed to receive yesterday but since I didn't answer a call from abg Poslaju, I've to take it by myself at their office today! And I already took it!!!


I've been wondering along the way back what's inside this big box! LOL!


Here's the present inside the box! KKYYYYYAAAAA!!! Thanks so much wifey! This is the best birthday present ever! KamsaHAE!!!!


And this one... I'll take care of it with all my heart... ^^ I'm just 'borrowing' it for a while...

That's all my post for today! Cau~

What I Wanna Do Before...

Before I die? LOL! No. It's just my wishes...

1. Meet Super Junior. Yes, I've met them last year and I'm gonna meet them again in 2 days. What I'm trying to say is, I wanna personally meet them, talk to them, or maybe shake their hands, and take pictures with them. LOL!

2. Go to Korea. Since I start to like Super Junior, I've a dream to go there. I want to visit Sukira. I want to go to Super Junior's apartment (bleh... I just wanna see from outside), and I wanna stalk them outside of the SME building.

3. Hug Lee Donghae. This is really weird! I always think that Donghae's body is really comfortable. It's not only because he's my bias. But I really do have a desire to hug his body. LOL!


Enough with my silly wishes... I can't wait for tomorrow. It's already 2.30 am and what am I doing? Still online although I've to wake up early next morning. I'm going to KL for MO.A!!! Yieppieeee!!! Gonna meet Super Junior, F(x), Miss A and B1A4! Hell yeah! And I'm going to meet my ELF friends too! I'm super excited!

Uhh... OHH!! When I open FB earlier, I'm almost got an heart attack. "Eunhyuk gonna has kissing scene on that MV"


EH filmed an MV for FIX (RW's cousin, Jungwook, is a member) and he will be a hero in it. In the MV, there are kissing scenes as well as crying scenes and one where he got down on his knees and cried.
credits: @jwon0508

WHAT IS THIS, LEE HYUKJAE!? LOL! Someone is not approved this. No, no. Not me. It's him!


Sorry Eunhyuk. Your hubby doesn't approve this kissing scene! LOL!


Donghae, when you're at Thailand filming CF with Leeteuk, your wifey is flirting behind you! He's fuckin' having a kissing scene! ROFL!

And enough with that kissing scene since we all know that Donghae won't approve it. Lalalala... :P



Eunhyuk for his musical, FAME. Ughh... Why am I spazzing 'bout him? Are you trying to ruin my bias list? LOL! That won't never happen 'cause Donghae and Leeteuk always no1 and no2 in my heart. Hahahaha! I just wanna say that he look gorgeous with this hair and it's remind me to Donghae's hair when he was fliming Skip Beat!


And talking about Skip Beat, now is already December and it's mean... OH MY GOD! Skip Beat is going to start airing this month right???? KYAAA!!! My bad-ass Donghae!!!


Oh! Super Junior Super Show 4 (SS4) already started! Wohhooo!!! I'm hoping that Malaysia gonna be on SS4 list. But... *sigh* Ignore me! Hahahahaha! Donghae has solo again! And of course Eunhyuk is helping him, again... ROFL! Oppa! That song kinda epic 'cause I never see Donghae dance like that and it's kinda weird for me. LOL! I think it's ok with Eunhyuk 'cause I always see his gag but Donghae? Erk... LMAO!



cr: RaiBaka @ yt

Finally, CONGRATULATIONS SUPER JUNIOR! They won 3 awards at Mnet Asia Music Awards 2011 (MAMA 2011)! Singapore's Choice Award, Best Male Group and top award, ALBUM OF THE YEAR! I'm so happy for them and I'm so proud to be an ELF!

LOL! Too many updates in 1 post. That's all. I wanna sleep! Super Junior, see you in 2 days!!

Then... What's HANDSOME?

On MBC's Come to Play, Eunhyuk revealed that he was ranked last of the good looking member...

Eunhyuk "Within Super Junior, I was chosen as the least good looking"

Group Super Junior Eunhyuk revealed that he was ranked as the last of the good looking scale within Super junior.

On the 31st, ‘Come to Play’ guested the stars who have succeeded in promoting in China such as actress Jang Seohee, singer Lee Junghyun and group Super Junior’s Donghae and Eunhyuk.

On this day, there was a corner where the stars would confess their worry.. Eunhyuk confessed that just like how there is good looking scale within Infinity Challenge, there is also one for Super Junior.

He said, “1st is Choi Siwon and Donghae and Heechul are in the first half. I was in the lower half and I was chosen as the last.”

To this, Donghae added, “We voted solely on looks. We didn’t look at charms or personality, but only looks.” And the MC’s couldn’t hold their laughter and said, “That’s more sad.”

Also Eunhyuk confessed with seriousness, “I always thought behind me there would be Shindong hyung, Yesung hyung and Ryeowook but even Shindong was in the middle. I even thought of borrowing the power of modern medicine like Shindong did.”

On this episode, Super Junior’s Eunhyuk and Donghae drew attention by showing their 100,000,000 won worth trophy from their Chinese fans.

credit: to the news and translator
p/s: I don't found to who to give the credit! =.=

Ok... I'm totally confused... What's handsome mean? LOL! Eunhyuk is not good looking? DAMN! Then, please describe what's good looking mean!? LOL! For me... He's good looking. He's handsome. Ok, different people have different opinion right?

There's one time, my co-worker watched Mr Simple live performance with me. When she saw Leeteuk, she was squealing about how handsome Leeteuk is. And when she saw Eunhyuk, she was like, "hey, he's beautiful but he's not really handsome compare to other" and I was like =.= Oh, is she mean that Eunhyuk is beautiful and not handsome?

Hell, I think that Eunhyuk is totally freakin' handsome! LOL! I'm being a bias here! But really... I always think that Eunhyuk is handsome. Maybe other members just want to tease him. Don't lose your confident, Eunhyuk-ah... You're still handsome and don't you dare do any plastic surgery! *glares*

This is my Super Junior rank based on their look ONLY... Yeah... According to me... LOL! Only top 6... Since... I CAN'T DECIDE! ROFL! They're all good looking! :P My bias rank, Donghae, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Ryeowook. If I rank them based on their look????

6. Kyuhyun



5. Eunhyuk



4. Heechul



3. Siwon



2. Leeteuk



1. Donghae
WHAT THE FISH! OH MY FISH! MY FISHY HAEHAE SO FUCKIN' HANDSOME! LOL! Ignore that... Bias too much... But I really think Donghae is the most handsome on Super Junior. Others always think that Siwon is number 1 and Donghae always behind him. But, LOL! Donghae is number 1 in my heart! Muahahaha! *ayat tak leh blah*

That's all. Different people have different thinks. :P