of wedding & birthday

On 14th October, I woke up, reading a hertbreaking news. The rumour about Sungmin is going to marry on 13th December is true. A part of me can't accept the fact. But, I'm trying to think positive. If he's happy, why can't I be happy for him? It's his happiness. I'm only his fan, who will always stand by his side. He has his own life. He can find his own hapiness. If we can find our happiness,  why can't we accept it? Yes, its hard to be a fan. But, have we ever think about his feeling? Sooner or later, they'll get marry. They'll have their own family. Do you want you oppa to stay single forever? Super Junior's members aren't young anymore. Their time to have their own family has come. Didn't we, ELF, promised to stay with them no matter what happen? Why can't we show our support? Feeling betray? Have we ever consider his feeling? They aren't yours forever.  We've to learn to let them go. I admit that Sungmin is my least favorite member. I haven't or never expect this marriage thing will come this fast. This morning, I suddenly realize that I've to learn to accept this when my bias is announcing his marriage. It's going to be hurt but in my mind, as long as he's happy. I'm only a fan. Yes, a fan. My job is only to support them.

Sungmin oppa, I hope you'll stay strong. Please always remember that there's still fans that are willing to be with you in any situation. You've your family, your members, your fans. I wish you the best. Your happiness is our happiness.

Today is 15th October. It's our Mr Fish's birthday! Congratulations Lee Donghae! You're turning to 29 years old this year. Time surely flies so fast neh? For ELF, you're always our 5 years old kid.

Stay awesome, stay cute, stay healthy, be happy always. You're my no. 1 bias and will always be. I'm worry and sad when think about you're going to enlist next year. I should prepare my mind for this too right? 2 years without you. Lee Donghae, happy birthday!

We're family. Family stick together. Super Junior, saranghae! ♥♥♥

Of Eunhyuk & Eunhae...

10.11.12, when I woke up that morning, I received a message from my bestie.

"I hate Hyuk!"

Just reading that message, my heart was beating so fast. Why did she say like that? Something happened? She would never say like that because Eunhyuk is his ultimate bias. My mind started to go wild. Maybe he's announced that he has a girlfriend? This is what I'm thinking. With my shaking hand, I go online. What I don't wanna know actually happened. There's a picture of Eunhyuk and IU, which they said laying on the bed with Eunhyuk was topless. I couldn't believe it. I could never look at the picture. I cried. But why did I cry? Jealousy? Heartbroken? Shocked? No, it's because I'm hardcore Eunhae's shipper. I've always believe they're real. In just a few seconds, I felt betray. They're not real. They're doing it for the purpose of fan-service. For a few moments, I hate them. They're lying. I felt so stupid because I ship them really hard but for the fact, they're not couple. Why am I so stupid? They'll never be together. They're both man!

I don't know when I'm going back to my sense. Why did I feel so angry? I should be happy that they're not gay! They're doing it because they're a close friend, a brother. I'm the stupid one that thought they're together. I'm so sorry Lee Donghae, Lee Hyukjae. I shouldn't ship you guys like that and now I'm finally realize it.

I don't mind if Eunhyuk and IU really couple. It's their choice, who am I to separate them? But I don't like what she did. Why did she has to accidently posted that picture? What's her purpose?

I heard a lot of rumors until I don't know which one to believe. IU's label company already stated that the picture was taking during summer when IU was really sick and Eunhyuk come to visit her. The picture was taking on the sofa and not on a bed.

Then, I also heard a rumors saying, Eunhyuk wasn't topless. He's wearing a shirt. It's just a camera angle. I felt relief about this, if it's true. There was also a rumor saying that they were once a couple but already broken. But, rumors would always be a rumors.

And since that day, everyone around the world started pointing their fingers at Eunhyuk. What's his fault? He's not the one that posted that picture. It was IU and it's not fair because people only blame him. No matter how heartbroken I am, I can't accept if my oppa is hurt.

SM didn't do anything and the choose to shut their mouth. Is this also a relief? I don't know. Just do whatever they want, just don't cancel Eunhyuk's schedule. I'm more hurt if I couldn't get any news about Eunhyuk. And to think that the leader, Leeteuk, is in army now. Nobody gonna take care of it. I hope my Super Junior oppa will be fine. 

Eunhyuk oppa, no matter what happen, I'll always stand by your side. Don't give up, don't be sad. It's just another problem. Please stay strong. Please remember that you still have your brothers and a lot of ELF supporting you.

And well, to Eunhae's shipper... Are we going to let our ship sink just because of 1 picture? Blehhh... Eunhae got a lot, which I mean, A LOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, that kind of picture. HAHAHAHAH!!! Even if they're not real, even if they relationship is just like a brothers, let me be in my Eunhae delusional world. I love them until I don't think I can't lose them.

Oppa, hwating! Saranghae!

Of Donghae & Ticket

What's up? It's been a month since I last update this blog. Well, nothing interesting I could share, besides, I'm very busy with work and often feel really sleepy when I get home. Today is 15th October. Did I forget something? LOL! Of course not... Today is my no 1 Super Junior bias birthday! Hooray!!! I'm so happy because he finally turn to 6 years old! AGAIN! Hahahaaha!!! Since his birthday is going to end in 30 minutes (according Korea time), I wish you a very very happy birthday. You've turn 1 year older again. But oppa, no matter how old are you, I promise that I'll always support you. I want to see you successful in every field. Oppa, please stay healthy and don't overwork. Always give your charming smile. Always be your 5 years old self. Kekekeke... Always be happy with whatever you do especially when you're with Eunhyuk. But I'm kind of mad because he's not in Korea with you right now! My Eunhae's shipper heart can't take it! How I wish that you take a selca wif him at your birthday. Oh, poor my baby fish LOL! It's so out of topic. But nevermind that. :P I'm very proud of you, oppa. You've improve so much especially in acting. You gave a great acting for Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog. Thank you.

A hot wet fish... Kekekeke... Happy 27th birthday, Lee Donghae. 
 Last week, my favorite drama, Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog already came to an end. It's really sad 'cause I thought that drama would have more than 20 episodes but sadly, it's only 16 episodes. To tell you the truth, it's the 1st Korean drama that managed to catch my attention until I never miss to watch every episode for every week. Ok, maybe the reason is Donghae. But that wasn't his 1st drama. He already acted in drama before but it don't really catch my attention. I think this drama is the best drama for Donghae at the moment. Because of this drama, I also fell in love with the 2nd hero, Choi Jin-hyuk. LOL! WTF!? At 1st he don't really catch my attention, I saw him just an ordinary actor. But then, I realize that... Damn! He's hot! LMAO! Overall, it's worth to watch this drama. I'll surely grab the DVD when it's come out!

Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog's last scene... 
 Super Junior M is coming to Malaysia for Asia Super Showcase 2012! What a good news for every M-ELF! XD Although not all Super Junior's members are coming, at least 8 of them are coming! Hahahahaha! I'm super duper happy! I'm going to see Super Junior for the 3rd times! I already bought ticket and already makes plan for this December.

Thanks to Unnie Mulan 'cause bought me the ticket. Yup, it's RM383 ticket! Hohohoho! Although I've seen them twice, but this is the 1st time I bought expensive ticket! When SS2, I only bought 2nd floor ticket which cost me RM238. Last year when I went t MO.A Live at Malaysia, I bought RM183 ticket. Now, I hope I get a chance to see Super Junior really close. I really really really want to see Donghae super duper close. Although I've see him super duper close 2 years ago. Kekekeke... When stalking Super Junior at Grand Millennium Hotel when they came for SS2. What a great memories I have. Hihihihihi... 
 Well, that's all for today. I can't wait to see Super Junior and my friends again. I'll make sure this is going to be another best memory for all of us, especially to my precious. ^^

Gangnam & Panda

What’s up with Gangnam and panda? LOL! Such a weird post huh? Well, lately PSY’s Gangnam Style is really famous. I’m quite shock because this song views on Youtube are so… BOOM! Awesome! To think that Gangnam Style just look like an ordinary song but it’s become famous all over the world. My brother who never listen to Kpop, also addicted to this song. ROFL! Since I already into Kpop for 4 years, I don’t know what’s so special about this song. But I’m proud because of this song, people or Kpop haters won’t look down on us again. HOHOHO! Enough with Gangnam Style, I don’t wanna talk a lot about it because I bet people around the world already know about it, so it’s no use for me to talk from A to Z about Gangnam Style. Before that... Here... Oppa Gangnam Style! Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog. Anybody watch this awesome drama? XD I already addicted to this drama. Haaa… I never addicted to Korean drama like this. Is it because Donghae is the lead actor… or is it because of the story line? I love both! The main reason I watch this drama is because of Donghae. He’s my ultimate bias, of course I’ve to support him. But it’s still weird because it’s not 1st time Donghae acting. He already acted in It’s Okay, Daddy Girl and also Skip Beat. Those 2 dramas, didn’t give me a feeling like Ms Panda & Mr Hedgehog. The story-line is cool too… About cakes… Oh, how I love food! I seriously fall in love with this drama. It’s still on episode 8 but I can’t wait to watch other episode. When this drama come out in a DVD format, I’m definitely going to buy it!

Super Junior... COMEBACK!!!

Wow! *breaths in, breaths out* Super Junior is going to make a comeback on July 2012! Wohhoo! Only after 11 months they released 5th album, they're going to release 6th album and Kangin going to make his 1st appearance after almost 3 years! YEAH! But, so sad. We won't get to see Heechul this time! Huuwaaa!!! And where's Kibum? That guy has been missing in action since 2009! Geez! But, well... Luckily he's having a new drama, so... Yeah... Support Kibum in I Love Italy! XD

So, today entry I wanna talk about Super Junior teaser picture concept. The title for their new album is Sexy, Free and Single. Woot woot! *cough*sound*cough*pervert*cough* XD And the concept for their teaser picture is Beautiful Man. Well, oppa is beautiful. No doubt! But I never expect something like that from their teaser picture. Some of them really beautiful... THAN A GIRL! LMAO!

On 21st June 2012, they revealed Eunhyuk's teaser picture...

Oh! So damn handsome Eunhyuk although I couldn't see your eyes! Gah! Why they have to close Eunhyuk's eyes, just like 5th album? Duh! But, chinja! He looks really handsome yet beautiful with that flower on his eyes. LOL!

The next day, they revealed Donghae's picture. Oh! Eunhae!

KYAAA!!! Why he looks like a girl!? He's so pretty! And I think I've fall in love with him more! LMAO! Why did Donghae wear something that looks like a bride? Oh, is it because Eunhyuk is your groom? Hahahaha! I don't have any idea what that veil doing on his head. His face is so beautiful until I ignore and forget that's he's wearing a transperant cloth! O.O

Then, it's follow by Leeteuk and Ryeowook's pictures. You know what make me damn happy? My top 4 bias pictures came out 1st! XD

OH MY GOSSSHHHH!!! DAMN! DAMN! Look at the make-up and hair! Some people dislike it, but I'm fucking LOVE it! Leeteuk looks damn beautiful and gorgeous! This is the best Leeteuk's picture ever! I almost cheat on Donghae because of this! Hahahaha! Kidding! I really love his eyes, his hair... Oh my... What have you done oppa?

Look at Ryeowook's hair... It's RED! OMG!!! And look at the eye-liner... Damn! Why did they have to be so beautiful than me? LMAO! It's so perfect... His face is showing something... Sexy! XD

Yesung and Shindong's pictures revealed on the next day...

ROFL! Yesung, what's that on your head! Who's your stylist? I want to pull his/her head! And... Why only him doesn't get close-up picture? T^T Ok, I'm not going to complain anymore! *pout*

WOW! Shindong looks like an ice prince! Hahaha! This is so cold! Erk.. I mean... Cool! I'm really curious about his hair... And I've a desire to touch it! =.=

Then, it's Kangin and Sungmin's pictures...

Finally! Our Kangin is back! I can't wait to see his 1st comeback after 3 years~! Damn! He looks handsome too! Not beautiful! Hahaha! But, I don't like the thing on his head. Ok! Not going to complain!

Sungmin... I'm speechless... Wait. SFRJOGJFOVGKDSLFKKMASLFJDAOGJGNDGSFDFG!!!! OH MY GEEEEE!!! You're not even my bias but you make me love you! ROFL! It's a good idea to put that wig 'cause you look more beautiful than a girl! This picture make him looks like doing a cross-dressing! It's beautiful!

And today, 2 last teaser pictures are revealed. It's Siwon and Kyuhyun.

Wow! I can't describe it. It's amazing. So handsome.. Sorry, Siwon couldn't be beautiful in my eyes. Hahaha! Siwon, please don't look at me like that! I'm melting! ROFL!

Isn't Kyuhyun is the simple one here? LOL! It's call pure beauty! All his hyungs appear with heavy make-up, weird hair... And tadaa~ The magnae who's so simple! Oh wait! There's something on his face! LOL!

Who's your favourite? Kekekeke... For teaser pictures, my top 3 are... Leeteuk, Donghae and Sungmin. XD

I can't wait to listen to their new songs and watch their new MV! More importantly, I cannot wait to have their 6th album! I'm going to bulk order from Korea with my friends! Yeah! Money~ Money~ Come to me!

What I Wanna Do Before...

Before I die? LOL! No. It's just my wishes...

1. Meet Super Junior. Yes, I've met them last year and I'm gonna meet them again in 2 days. What I'm trying to say is, I wanna personally meet them, talk to them, or maybe shake their hands, and take pictures with them. LOL!

2. Go to Korea. Since I start to like Super Junior, I've a dream to go there. I want to visit Sukira. I want to go to Super Junior's apartment (bleh... I just wanna see from outside), and I wanna stalk them outside of the SME building.

3. Hug Lee Donghae. This is really weird! I always think that Donghae's body is really comfortable. It's not only because he's my bias. But I really do have a desire to hug his body. LOL!


Enough with my silly wishes... I can't wait for tomorrow. It's already 2.30 am and what am I doing? Still online although I've to wake up early next morning. I'm going to KL for MO.A!!! Yieppieeee!!! Gonna meet Super Junior, F(x), Miss A and B1A4! Hell yeah! And I'm going to meet my ELF friends too! I'm super excited!

Uhh... OHH!! When I open FB earlier, I'm almost got an heart attack. "Eunhyuk gonna has kissing scene on that MV"


EH filmed an MV for FIX (RW's cousin, Jungwook, is a member) and he will be a hero in it. In the MV, there are kissing scenes as well as crying scenes and one where he got down on his knees and cried.
credits: @jwon0508

WHAT IS THIS, LEE HYUKJAE!? LOL! Someone is not approved this. No, no. Not me. It's him!


Sorry Eunhyuk. Your hubby doesn't approve this kissing scene! LOL!


Donghae, when you're at Thailand filming CF with Leeteuk, your wifey is flirting behind you! He's fuckin' having a kissing scene! ROFL!

And enough with that kissing scene since we all know that Donghae won't approve it. Lalalala... :P



Eunhyuk for his musical, FAME. Ughh... Why am I spazzing 'bout him? Are you trying to ruin my bias list? LOL! That won't never happen 'cause Donghae and Leeteuk always no1 and no2 in my heart. Hahahaha! I just wanna say that he look gorgeous with this hair and it's remind me to Donghae's hair when he was fliming Skip Beat!


And talking about Skip Beat, now is already December and it's mean... OH MY GOD! Skip Beat is going to start airing this month right???? KYAAA!!! My bad-ass Donghae!!!


Oh! Super Junior Super Show 4 (SS4) already started! Wohhooo!!! I'm hoping that Malaysia gonna be on SS4 list. But... *sigh* Ignore me! Hahahahaha! Donghae has solo again! And of course Eunhyuk is helping him, again... ROFL! Oppa! That song kinda epic 'cause I never see Donghae dance like that and it's kinda weird for me. LOL! I think it's ok with Eunhyuk 'cause I always see his gag but Donghae? Erk... LMAO!



cr: RaiBaka @ yt

Finally, CONGRATULATIONS SUPER JUNIOR! They won 3 awards at Mnet Asia Music Awards 2011 (MAMA 2011)! Singapore's Choice Award, Best Male Group and top award, ALBUM OF THE YEAR! I'm so happy for them and I'm so proud to be an ELF!

LOL! Too many updates in 1 post. That's all. I wanna sleep! Super Junior, see you in 2 days!!

Then... What's HANDSOME?

On MBC's Come to Play, Eunhyuk revealed that he was ranked last of the good looking member...

Eunhyuk "Within Super Junior, I was chosen as the least good looking"

Group Super Junior Eunhyuk revealed that he was ranked as the last of the good looking scale within Super junior.

On the 31st, ‘Come to Play’ guested the stars who have succeeded in promoting in China such as actress Jang Seohee, singer Lee Junghyun and group Super Junior’s Donghae and Eunhyuk.

On this day, there was a corner where the stars would confess their worry.. Eunhyuk confessed that just like how there is good looking scale within Infinity Challenge, there is also one for Super Junior.

He said, “1st is Choi Siwon and Donghae and Heechul are in the first half. I was in the lower half and I was chosen as the last.”

To this, Donghae added, “We voted solely on looks. We didn’t look at charms or personality, but only looks.” And the MC’s couldn’t hold their laughter and said, “That’s more sad.”

Also Eunhyuk confessed with seriousness, “I always thought behind me there would be Shindong hyung, Yesung hyung and Ryeowook but even Shindong was in the middle. I even thought of borrowing the power of modern medicine like Shindong did.”

On this episode, Super Junior’s Eunhyuk and Donghae drew attention by showing their 100,000,000 won worth trophy from their Chinese fans.

credit: to the news and translator
p/s: I don't found to who to give the credit! =.=

Ok... I'm totally confused... What's handsome mean? LOL! Eunhyuk is not good looking? DAMN! Then, please describe what's good looking mean!? LOL! For me... He's good looking. He's handsome. Ok, different people have different opinion right?

There's one time, my co-worker watched Mr Simple live performance with me. When she saw Leeteuk, she was squealing about how handsome Leeteuk is. And when she saw Eunhyuk, she was like, "hey, he's beautiful but he's not really handsome compare to other" and I was like =.= Oh, is she mean that Eunhyuk is beautiful and not handsome?

Hell, I think that Eunhyuk is totally freakin' handsome! LOL! I'm being a bias here! But really... I always think that Eunhyuk is handsome. Maybe other members just want to tease him. Don't lose your confident, Eunhyuk-ah... You're still handsome and don't you dare do any plastic surgery! *glares*

This is my Super Junior rank based on their look ONLY... Yeah... According to me... LOL! Only top 6... Since... I CAN'T DECIDE! ROFL! They're all good looking! :P My bias rank, Donghae, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Ryeowook. If I rank them based on their look????

6. Kyuhyun



5. Eunhyuk



4. Heechul



3. Siwon



2. Leeteuk



1. Donghae
WHAT THE FISH! OH MY FISH! MY FISHY HAEHAE SO FUCKIN' HANDSOME! LOL! Ignore that... Bias too much... But I really think Donghae is the most handsome on Super Junior. Others always think that Siwon is number 1 and Donghae always behind him. But, LOL! Donghae is number 1 in my heart! Muahahaha! *ayat tak leh blah*

That's all. Different people have different thinks. :P

HAEppy 26th Birthday, Dear Fish!

Happy 6th... Oops! I mean, Haeppy 26th Birthday to Korea no 1 handsome mulkogi, Lee Donghae! LOL! Although you’re already 26 years old, in your fans heart, you’re always my 5 years old little fish! Hahaha! Lee Donghae never ages! I like how you act childish, innocent and hyperactive like 5 years old child! ROFL!

Please continue be what you’re right now. I’ll praying for your success and hoping you’ve a successful life! I’ll always support you! Be a good singer and actor. (hope one day you’ll be a good MC or maybe radio DJ too! LOL!)

Since Donghae is my ultimate bias in Super Junior, IT'S TIME FOR PICTURES SPAM! LOL!


Child Hae! Cute right? No wonder he's so handsome now! T^T

Kid Hae! LOL! My innocent baby!

Young Donghae! LOL! This is before he debuted as SuJu's member! Maybe he's only 16 or 17 years old this time.

2005. When SuJu just debut... XD His hair so longggg...

On 2006. Handsome Hae but still... he looked young... :P

On mid of 2007... For Attack On The Pin-up Boy. So cute!

On 2007 for Don't Don. His weird hair color! XD

2008... For SJ-M Mini Album promotion!

2009 for Sorry Sorry!! *pulling ur tongue!* LOL!

Still on 2009... SJ-M promotion... *damn those muscles!*

2010 for Bonamana... *damn his body... LOL! it's getting pervert!*

Sexy Hae! For Super Show 3! LOL!

Early this year... F*CK YOU! WHY SO HANDSOME AND GORGEOUS! LOL!

For Taiwanese drama which will be air this December! Gosh! He's playing as a bad-ass guy! Me likey!

For Mr Simple!

Few weeks ago... Damn... T^T He's so handsome!

End of pictures spam... He's cute no matter how old he's... :P

Lee Donghae, saranghae! Dong-hai, wo ai ni! Aiden Lee, I love you!




Donghae: Yeah! I'm turning 6 years old again!

LOL!

Donghae, wae~? T___T

Taiwan, 2 June 2011: A lot of ELF, especially Lee Donghae's fangirl has been admitted to the hospital after they got a nosebleed. Some of them were died due to the lost a lot of blood. This happened because of Lee Donghae, 25 years old, being so hot and damn sexy on Extravaganza Challenge aka Skip Beat filming set. The author aka owner of this blog, also has been admitted to the hospital because she's losing a lot of blood. She couldn't survive and died. Oh wait! So, who wrote this entry? LOL!

Donghae, he's trying to kill his fangirl! It's real story and I'm not kidding you! =_= LEE DONGHAE!!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, YOU FUCKING FREAKING HANDSOME BOY???? ROFL! Uh? Why am I having running nose and not a nosebleed? LOL!!! *sigh* IDK what happen to this boy... actually, what happen to me?

How can he turn from this...



or this...



or even this!



to... to.... to THIS!



AND THIS!



ALSO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Wae Donghae? WAE!!????????????? How could you do this to me!? *frustrated* ROFL! Kya!!! I Really wanna watch this drama so much! Donghae, I'll watch this drama coz of you! Kekekekeke... Oh... Coz of Siwon too! :P I wanna hear you talking in Mandarin with Mokpo accent! Muahahahahahaa!!!


O_O DONGHAE.... TOPLESS.... *dies*

pictures credit to the owner... OMG! you guys r so AWESOME! I wanna stalk Hae like that too!

p/s: is it me... or... Donghae really looks like... Cloud from Final Fantasy? LMAO! Shit! Donghae's image for this drama reminds me to anime character! =.= oh... Forget... This drama is an adaptation from Skip Beat... So, yeah~