random entry? or maybe not?

Woah!! It's already end of April! And I don't post anything this month? Is it? I'm not sure! LOL! Lately, I rarely online because April is such a busy month for me! So tired~ Started early this month I've to join a lot of Maxis/Hotlink promotion! Woke up on 8 am and only went home on 10.30 pm. Tired~ Buhhuuu~ But, it's already finished! Finally! Don't make me go to promotion anymore! LOL!

Because of my busy day, I forgot about many things! Gahh! What I wanted to post, I forgot! Ok, on April, we've Eunhyuk's birthday, Siwon's actual birthday, Zhoumi's birthday and also... My birthday! That's the point! LOL! Kidding~ Whatever, it's already late but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY OPPAS! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST! SARANGHAE FOREVER!

Oh, oh! PRU13 almost near! Time to vote! JOM MENGUNDI! It's my first time! Should I be excited? Kekekeke... I'm waiting for 5th June 2013. Luckily I already registered and I can go voting this Sunday. XD I'm thinking to work half day that day. Too lazy to wake up early! Ok, it's enough with politic, I'm not in a mood to talk about it. UNDI ADALAH RAHSIA! 

Also, in April, it's mean... I already knew Super Junior for 5 years! It's my anniversary with them! Woohoo! It's feel like... Just yesterday I watched "Haengbok" MV. It's already 5 years! Waahhh~ T^T I'm with them for 5 years! I still can't believe I'll like Super Junior this long! I never have an addiction like this! They're like a drug, so addictive, making me love them more and more! 5 years with them, 3 times met them, it's feel like a miracle. Oppa, what have you done to me? Why am I like this? No, I'm not gonna complain though! :P I WILL BE A LOYAL ELF AND SUPPORT YOU TILL THE END. But, Super Junior won't have an END. Seriously, the time I quit like K-pop is when Super Junior is no longer in the K-pop world. Till then, I'll give my full support for them. I know and like K-pop because of Super Junior, if they don't exist anymore, it's useless for me to like K-pop.

Early this month, Yesung announced that he'll join military on 6 May 2013. What's this oppa? T^T But, I can't do anything. Please, just let them go for 2 years and we should wait patiently. For Korean male, going to military is like their pride and they're proud with it. Please, don't be such a bitch and let them go! Gahh! I know, it's still frustrating. Kangin went on 2010 and came back on 2012. Heechul went on 2011 and will come back this August. Leeteuk went on 2012 and will come back next year. Yesung will go next week and come back after 2 years. Next year, will be Shindong get to enlistment. On 2015? It's the most frustrating year! Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Siwon! NOOOOO!!!! Why so many members born on 1986? But, I think SM won't let this 4 members go together. Maybe next year, we'll see at least 2 or 3 members get enlistment. Gahh!! It's ok, I WILL WAIT! Starting next month (at least until August), Super Junior will continue their activities with 10 members (including Henry and Zhoumi, of course!) out of 15 members. I'm so sad~

Enough with sad story!

Super Show 5 is starting yoh! Woahhh!!! They already starting their world tour since March at Seoul. And last week, they went to South America! I'm so proud of my oppa! It was their first concert at South America and proud to tell that, the stadium/venue was full with Pearl Sapphire Blue color! WOW! 21st April at Brazil, 23rd April at Argentina, 25th April at Chile and 27th April at Peru! It's just... Wow! Are you fuckin' crazy? Now, airport and plane are like a house to you guys huh? In a week, they went to 4 different countries.I'm so jealous! On June, they'll continue their world tour at Indonesia and Hong Kong. On July, at Singapore and Japan. On 5th October... AT MALAYSIA!!! Yes! Can I cry now? LOL! It's 5 month from now! =.= I want to hear this, officially from their mouths! Whatever, I already start saving. This time I want a VIP ticket! Or maybe not! :P But I really want a seating ticket. No more rockpit! One time is enough! Rockpit is tiring and I already experienced it last year and I felt like dying. Super Show is like a dream come true for all ELF. I already met them trice but the 2nd and 3rd time, wasn't enough. The only sang a few songs and have to share stage with other artist. That's why, I think, the best moment when I met them was the 1st time, on 2010 for Super Show 2 and I'm freakin' frustrated because couldn't go to Super Show 3. Super Show 4 wasn't hold at Malaysia. That's why, I want this Super Show 5 to be the best memorable time in my entire life!

When I thought about saving more money for Super Show 5, here come another great news. Donghae and Eunhyuk will released their 2nd Japanese single "I Wanna Dance" on June. WHY!!??? I'm trying to save my money to meet you guys, how dare you release another new single! They're my most favorite members on Super Junior and it's already frustrating because I couldn't buy their 1st single. I NEED TO BUY THIS! Buhuuu~ Super Junior is making me bankrupt! Japanese single/album is so expensive. If I could buy Korean album with only RM70++, Japanese album will cost... At least RM100++ Oh, why Japanese single!? But, I've to buy this one, even if I'm going to bankrupt. I'm buy because of you two, EUNHAE!

It's already so late! I'm working tomorrow! So, it's enough with my blabbering! BYE and GOODNIGHT!

super siblings?

We all know what Super Junior's member have a close bond to each other and sometimes, I also forget that they've their blood-related siblings! LOL! Let's take a look at their super siblings! :P 

Shindong's younger sister (Ahn Da Young)

Shindong only revealed that he has a younger sister last year. I always thought he was only child and didn't expect this. His sister is a fan of BEAST. Her surname is taken from their mum because their parents already divorce. Her sister is staying with their mum.

Leeteuk's elder sister (Park In Young)

Really pretty right? Leeteuk's sister is also a celebrity. She had appeared in some variety show with Leeteuk and she's so funny too!

Leeteuk and his sister.

Sungmin's younger brother (Lee Sung Jin)

 Somewhat, Sung Jin looks more matured than his brother. LOL! If I'm not mistaken, he was born on 1989.

 Sungmin with his brother, Sung Jin.

Kibum's younger sister (Kim Sae Hee)

 She's really pretty! 

 Kibum with his youngest sister.

Donghae's elder brother (Lee Dong Hwa)

He doesn't look like Donghae. LOL! Or is it... Donghae doesn't look like him? Dong Hwa is really low-profile. I never seen a picture of him, not until they open the cafe, The Grand Place.

Heechul's elder sister (Kim Hee Jin)

They don't look alike too! LOL! But his sister is really cute.

Heechul and his elder sister.

Siwon's sister (Choi Ji Won)

Not many thing I know about his sister but 1 thing I can say... Handsomeness & prettiness run in their blood. LOL! I don't know if she's Siwon's younger sister or elder sister. 

Henry's elder brother (Clinton Lau) & younger sister (Whitney Lau)

Wow! Henry's brother looks handsome though!

Lau siblings. Kekekeke... Henry with his elder brother and younger sister.

Henry and Whitney. Her sister so cute!

Kyuhyun's elder sister (Cho Ahra)

Another pretty sister.

Kyuhyun and his sister.

Eunhyuk's elder sister (Lee Sora)

Eunhyuk and his sister. OMG! They look like a boyfriend and a girlfriend. Both so cute! Eunhyuk seems to have a very close relationship with his sister.

Yesung's younger brother (Kim Jong Jin)

 He was born on 1997. LOL! I'm kidding. He's actually 3 years younger than Yesung. Yup, he was born on 1987. Damn! Why you looks so young, oppa? :P

Yesung with his brother. So cute!!

I, personally like Eunhyuk's elder sister and Yesung's younger brother. LOL! 

Super Junior's members are really close. So did their sisters! LOL! Extra picture!!!

Hee Jin, Sora, In Young & Ahra.

Oops, not only the sisters, the brothers also!

Jong Jin & Sung Jin.

So, Super Junior is a 1 big happy family! LOL!

meet my babies...

Meet my babies... Lemme introduce them from the left...

- Ms Senior Bear a.k.a Ms Sen B which I got from my parents on my graduation day.

- Mr Panda which I bought because he looks so cute.

- Mr Bear Jr a.k.a Mr Junior which I got from wifey.

- Mrs Hyuk-Eun which I bought because I bought his hubby, Mr Hae-A, to give to my wifey.

- Mr Froggy which I got as a present from one of my unnie.

- Mr Fishy which I... Well, I just want to buy him.

- Mr Giry which I bought because of the same reason as I bought Mr Fishy.

- Mr Blue Bear a.k.a Mr BB which I bought from my friend. He was handmade.

My babies will increased soon... I still need Racoon, Cat, Rabbit, Horse, Turtle, Duck....

another random post...

it's been a long time, is it? today is already 19th february 2013. time flies so fast. 5.05 am and i still haven't sleep. i can't sleep but it's ok because today is my off day. finally! after 7 days straight working, i can get a rest although for 1 day. a lot of things happen at work... since chinese new year just passed a week ago, i'm hella tired... not enough staff at work, not enough sleep, not enough rest. gaahh! i hate it. what i hate the most it, it feel like i'm the only one working there. everything has to ask me. i'm so tired. i just wanna ignore all calls and sms for today. no work for a whole day. try to learn how to be independence. not all things should ask for hundreds time. i'm so stressful. depression. why'd they don't understand?

enough with work! gahhh! just think about it make me so tension!

become adult surely stressful. have to think about anything. future, money, life, work. so difficult! until when should i live like this? have to stop but i don't know how to!

super junior and my life...

A few days ago, my co-worker asked me, what exactly makes me loves Super Junior so much? Why’d I love them? Is it because of their various types of music? Is it because of their different personalities? Is it about their passion and affection? Or is it because of their handsome face? I love all, I love everything about them. I already like them for 5 years. Truthfully, I never feel bored with their song.

It was started on April 2008, when I was on my 2^nd semester at college. That time, I didn’t even know K-pop and I didn’t even know it existence. Yes, I watch K-drama such as Winter Sonata, Autumn In My Heart and many more but I never listen to any K-pop song. That night, I was bored and my mind was really tired after studying for final exam. I borrowed my housemate laptop, trying to search for interesting video, I played a video and I didn’t even know the singer, but I immediately fell in love. It was Super Junior’s Haengbok music video. Suitable with the title, when I watched the MV, I felt really happy and my mood suddenly became high. They make me smiled and forgot about my stressful day. I was so lucky that my roommate also has the same interest.

Since my final exam was held on May, I didn’t have time to search anything about them. My semester break came and my wished to learn something about them, couldn’t be fulfil. When I went back to my hometown, I didn’t have any access for internet and cyber café is really far, and I didn’t have transport. For 2 and half months, I kept replaying the same song again and again. Around July 2008, when I watched MTV, they suddenly appeared on a commercial break. They were coming for MTV Asia Awards that was held at Genting Highlands on August 2008. I only knew 1 song and I didn’t even know the members’ name but I really want to go and meet them. Of course, my wish just became a wish. I went back to the college, just a few days after MTV Asia Awards, it was really hurt when I saw Genting Highlands signboard.

1^st thing I wanted to do when went back to college is search everything about Super Junior. Their names, songs, sub-group and everything, I like them more and more. I downloaded all their songs and I listen to their song every day.

On March 2009, when they were released their new album, Sorry Sorry, I was at my hometown, since it was mid semester break. I couldn’t wait until I went back to college, so I decided to drag my brother to cyber café. I was so eager to listen to their new song. I was really happy when the 1^st time I listen to Sorry Sorry and my brother could only shake his head. K-pop wasn’t really popular at that time and it was hard to watch any K-pop video on TV. When I 1^st watched Sorry Sorry on TV, I was really happy and seriously became really excited, shouting and singing together with them.

On June 2009, once again semester break came. Since I knew Super Junior, I couldn’t live without internet. I need to know anything about them. I managed to persuade my dad to buy a broadband, of course, using my own money. With internet connection, everything went well and I didn’t have to worry about anything.

When new semester started, my roommate and I knew that there was a K-pop store at Berjaya Times Square. We were unfamiliar with KL but because we were so eager to go there, we would do anything to make it happened. We went to BTS for the 1^st time, looking for a K-pop store, MyStar. Upon arriving at the store, I couldn’t help, my eyes were shining and felt like wanted to buy everything that display there. We spent almost 2 hours at that shop, deciding what to buy. At last, I spent almost RM200 at that shop, buying their album, poster, keychain and other accessories. It’s worth and I never feel regret spending so much money.

End of December 2009, during my last semester, I received an unexpected news, the news that make me so happy and almost shed tears. Super Junior was going to held their 1^st solo concert at Malaysia, Super Junior Super Show 2 (SS2), on 20^th March 2010. I excitedly call my roommate and we were really happy. The ticket started selling only a few weeks after new semester opened. Since I knew Super Junior, I went through a lot of experiences. We went to buy the ticket at Sungei Wang Plaza. We thought not many people would come, we never knew how many Super Junior or K-pop fans at Malaysia. We took a bus from Seremban to KL, and arrived at Sungei Wang Plaza around 10.45 am and I was really shocked because there were already hundreds or maybe thousands of fan queued. For the 1^st time, I felt how people were battling to get the ticket, pushing and pulling here and there, and that was the scariest memories I ever experienced. From 10.45 am, I only got my ticket on 8.15 pm. I was queuing and standing for almost 9 hours to get the ticket! It was tiring but when I held the ticket, I forgot everything.

20^th March 2010, one of the beautiful and sweetest memories in my lifetime. I would never forget the 1^st day I met them. A day before the concert, my roommate and I decided to welcome them at KLIA. We went really early. Took a Komuter from Seremban to Nilai, then took a bus to KLIA and we already there on 11 am, although their flight landed around 4 pm. I really wanted to meet them but our hope destroyed. A lot of fans were waiting at the arrival but they came out from departure. Nobody knew and could imagine how broke my heart that time. I came so early but I couldn’t meet them.

On the concert day, with my heart a little bit broken since I couldn’t meet them at airport the day before, my friends and I were trying to test our luck. Before we check-in to our hotel, we went to Millennium Hotel, the hotel that they stayed. There were not so many fans since a lot of fans already went to the concert venue. Less than 10 minutes after arriving at the hotel, my dream came true! They came out from hotel. I was shaking, screaming their name. I was only a few feet from them. I could see them really close, really clear. My mood brighter and I didn’t feel broken anymore. My wish came true.

That night was the greatest moments. I could hear them sing live, I could see them dancing live and I could see their affection, their interaction with each other and fans. 3 hours was so fast. It was like a dream and I wished I never wake up. A day after the concert, it wasn’t enough. I need to see them a little bit. Once again, we went to the hotel. We arrived there on 1.30 pm, standing outside the hotel with really hot weather, and they only came out on 4.30 pm. I was really happy. 20^th and 21^st March 2010 was really an amazing days for me.

I thought I could never see them again. I finished my study on May 2010 and that’s means, I was back to my protective family, to my overprotective parents. I didn’t think I would see them again. On March 2011, once again they came to Malaysia for SS3. I didn’t go, I couldn’t see them, I couldn’t meet them, I couldn’t stalk them. Just 1 week after the concert, I went to a vacation with my family at Sepang. When drive thru the Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, my heart was so hurt. They just having a big concert, only a week before. I almost cried when I thought about it. They came again on May 2011 for Hari Himpunan Sejuta Belia at Putrajaya. Sadly, I still couldn’t go. I already lost 2 opportunities to meet them on 2011.

On November 2011, the organizer announced that they would bring Super Junior for MOA Live at KL at MBPJ Stadium. I make up my mind, I must go to the concert. I must see them. My wish came true once again, on 3^rd December 2011. Not only Super Junior but I also meet f(x), B1A4 and Miss A. I only bought the cheapest ticket, which is RM183. They only sang a few songs since it wasn’t their solo concert, I was really far from the stage and I wasn’t satisfied but I was happy.

When I thought that was my last time I could see them, on December 2012, the organizer once again announced they would bring Super Junior’s subgroup, Super Junior M for Asia Super Showcase at Kenanga Wholesale City. I wanted to go and decided to buy an expensive ticket (thanks to my lovely everything) for the 1^st time. I watched their performance for 3^rd times on 11^th December 2012. I also met Exo-M and BToB for the 1^st time. I was really close with the stage, I could see them clearly. It was an amazing show, although I started queuing since 7.45 am and the concert only started on 8.15 pm. I was tired but really happy.

I wanted to meet them again. They just came here again 2 days ago for Golden Disk Awards (GDA) but I couldn’t go. I just met them last month, so I couldn’t go. I was really heartbroken, losing so many opportunities to meet them. But meeting them for 3 times, already make me this happy. If I’ve a chance, I want to meet them again. I want to feel happy again.

All moneys I spent for them, I never regret it. It gave me a satisfaction. Super Junior teaches me a lot of things. I became more independence and I travelled to a lot of different new place. They taught me about a strong bond of friendship. They taught me to never give up and must be a hardworking to achieve what I want. Their music accompanies me when I was stress, depressed or tension.

No matter what other people say, I’ll continue support them. They’re my source of happiness. I know what I like, I know my limit. Nothing can change my love towards them.

Breakin' Me Down...

It's a bit late, but... OMG!!! Break Down MV is already out! Super Junior M make a comeback after 2 years! I miss to hear them sing in Mandarin. I really love the song and can't wait to have the album! Hohoho!  

Enjoy the MV!

   

cr: SMTOWN @yt

English Translation:

This isn’t like me

Can’t calm down at all

Passer-bys all see through

I have some sort of special anticipation for you

Lost control what to do now

Almost can’t leave

yeah

Conversation is very simple

why is my heartbeat so abnormal

Every movement in front of you

can easily be seen through

Because I’m most in the sea of your gaze

Armour clad heart break down for you

Only left with naked confessions

Love with no defense

Selfless must be brave bravery

Blocking the bullet of rumors

So baby let’s go go go go go

Cold mask Break Down for you

All expressions reveal

The way I worship you

After hurting I still won’t regret

A dependency on thirsting for you

So baby let’s go go go go go

On the way take off our armour

Will run faster will all our might

Catching up to protect you

You won’t get hurt

Even if I’ll be wounded I don’t care

for you

Oh yeah oh yeah

You may think it’s too crazy (yeah you can call me crazy)

Actually I think that way too (but can’t stop loving you)

Love is like a melody that can catch a virus

Armour clad heart break down for you

Only left with naked confessions

Love with no defense

A selflessness must be bravery

Blocking the bullet of rumors

So baby let’s go go go go go

Cold mask Break Down for you

All expressions reveal

The way I worship you

After hurting I still won’t regret

A dependency on thirsting for you

So baby let’s go go go go go

Thought I almost found myself again

but I failed once more

You Breakin me down breakin me down

How many times already walked all the way and come back again

Love is breakin me down breakin me down

(Dance break)

Armour clad heart break down for you

Only left with naked confessions

Love with no defense

A selfless bravery

Blocking the bullet of rumors

So baby let’s go go go go go

Cold mask Break Down for you

All expressions reveal

The way I worship you

After hurting I still won’t regret

A dependency on thirsting for you

So baby let’s go go go go go

Back up until the end Break Down

Like melted into ashes break Down

Break Down~

Break Down~

Love you make me completely break down~

Romanized:

(with individual parts)

[Henry] Zhe bu xiang shi wo

Wan quan leng jing bu lai

Lu ren dou kan chuan

Dui ni wo you zhong te bie qi dai

[Donghae] Shi kong le zen me ban

Kuai yao li bu kai

[Eunhyuk] Yeah hua ti dou shi fen pu tong

Wei he xin tiao yi chang xiong yong

Yi ju yi dong

Zai ni mian qian quan bei qing song kan tou

[Kyuhyun] Yin wei wo mi shi zai ni yan shen de hai

[All] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down

Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai

[Zhou Mi] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan

So baby let’s go go go go go

[All] Leng ku de mian ju wei ni break down ([Henry] down)

Suo you biao qin dou tou lu dui ni de cong bai

[Siwon] Shang le ye bu hou hui gan kai

[Donghae] Zhi ke wang ni de yi lai

[All] So baby let’s go go go go go

[Ryeowook] Yan lu shang xie xia kui jia pin ming pao de geng kuai

Gen shang ni bao hu zhe ni bu bei shang hai

[Zhou Mi] Jiu suan shang hen lei lei wo ye dou bu guan wei ni

[Donghae] Oh yeah oh yeah

[Sungmin] Ni ye xu jue de tai feng kuang ([Henry] Yeah you can call me crazy)

[Sungmin] Qi shi wo ye zhe yang xiang ([Eunhyuk] Dan wu fa ting zhi ai ni)

[Donghae] Ai xiang yi duan hui zhong du xuan lu

[All] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down

Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai

[Kyuhyun] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan

[All] So baby let’s go go go go go

[All] Leng ku de mian ju wei ni break down

Suo you biao qin dou tou lu dui ni de cong bai

[Siwon] Shang le ye bu hou hui gan kai

[Donghae] Zhi ke wang ni de yi lai

[All] So baby let’s go go go go go

[Ryeowook] Xiang kuai yao zhao hui zi ji que you shi bai

Ni you breaking me down breaking me down

[Zhou Mi] Duo shao ci yi jing zou yuan you zai hui lai

Ai zong breaking me down breaking me down

(Dance break)

[Kyuhyun] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down

Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai

[Henry] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan

So baby let’s [All] go go go go go

[Kyuhyun] Leng ku de mian ju wei ni break down

Suo you biao qin dou tou lu dui ni de cong bai

[Siwon] Shang le ye bu hou hui gan kai

[All] Zhi ke wang ni de yi lai

So baby let’s go go go go go

[Henry] Tui lu yi jing quan bu de break down

[Zhou Mi] Hua cheng fei xu yi ban de break down

[Donghae] Ai ni rang wo che di de break down

Translation Credits: @ELF_thoughts

Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

my all...

Like...

Love...

Miss...

Hurt...

Regret...

It's all mix up...

Feel like dying...

Worry and remember...

Every seconds, every minutes, every hours...

Can't help it...

Years ago, maybe shouldn't take this path...

So much regret...

Can't be with...

Years ago, should follow the heart...

Regret... So much...

Only few days...

It's not enough...

Laughter...

Joyful...

Happiness...

Need it back...

Hurt, from day to day...

It's dying...

Hug...

Hold hands...

Joking...

Spending...

Miss it...

Can't live like this...

Can't move on like this...

Need...

Want...

Love... 

best memories of 2012

Today is the last day of 2012. Time flies so fast and tomorrow, in 2013 I’ll turn 24 years old. I’ll still fangirling over Super Junior though. LOL! Many things had happened and not all things came out smoothly but I don’t really mind because let bygone be bygone. Sweet memories will surely remember forever. Because today is the last day of 2012 and in a few hours, we’re going to welcome 2013, I’ll list all sweet and best memories that happened to me in 2012.

1. Asia Super Showcase. I meet Super Junior for the 3rd time, BToB and Exo-M for the 1st time. The showcase was really daebak! I've no regret spending so much money for the sowcase.
 

2. Meet her after a year. I was so happy because got a chance to spend time with her again. She's forever my everything. I miss you, I love you. I hope we can meet again.
 

3. Vacation at Genting Highlands for the 1st time. LOL! Even I face an unexpected 'thing', the vacation still the best! Just forget about those 'thing'.

4. Jalan-jalan with my beloved family. 2012 is the year for Kedah and Perlis! LOL! I went to Kedah and Perlis for, I lost count! LOL! I went to Wang Kelian after 12 years, to Bukit Kayu Hitam after a few years (ROFL!), to Menara Alor Setar and Muzium Padi for the first time, and many more. I even went to the place I never go. Well, my family really like to jalan2.
 

5. Hangout with ELF friends. I got so many new friends because of Super Junior! Thank Q very kamsa! 

That's all. LOL! GOODBYE 2012 AND WELCOME 2013!