On 14th October, I woke up, reading a hertbreaking news. The rumour about Sungmin is going to marry on 13th December is true. A part of me can't accept the fact. But, I'm trying to think positive. If he's happy, why can't I be happy for him? It's his happiness. I'm only his fan, who will always stand by his side. He has his own life. He can find his own hapiness. If we can find our happiness, why can't we accept it? Yes, its hard to be a fan. But, have we ever think about his feeling? Sooner or later, they'll get marry. They'll have their own family. Do you want you oppa to stay single forever? Super Junior's members aren't young anymore. Their time to have their own family has come. Didn't we, ELF, promised to stay with them no matter what happen? Why can't we show our support? Feeling betray? Have we ever consider his feeling? They aren't yours forever. We've to learn to let them go. I admit that Sungmin is my least favorite member. I haven't or never expect this marriage thing will come this fast. This morning, I suddenly realize that I've to learn to accept this when my bias is announcing his marriage. It's going to be hurt but in my mind, as long as he's happy. I'm only a fan. Yes, a fan. My job is only to support them.
Sungmin oppa, I hope you'll stay strong. Please always remember that there's still fans that are willing to be with you in any situation. You've your family, your members, your fans. I wish you the best. Your happiness is our happiness.
Today is 15th October. It's our Mr Fish's birthday! Congratulations Lee Donghae! You're turning to 29 years old this year. Time surely flies so fast neh? For ELF, you're always our 5 years old kid.
Stay awesome, stay cute, stay healthy, be happy always. You're my no. 1 bias and will always be. I'm worry and sad when think about you're going to enlist next year. I should prepare my mind for this too right? 2 years without you. Lee Donghae, happy birthday!
We're family. Family stick together. Super Junior, saranghae! ♥♥♥
I'm not strong enough.
I might look tough.
But I'm really weak.
More than you can imagine.
Please give me some strength.
Day by day.
I become tired with all this.
I'm so stress. What should I do? I don't think I can take it any longer. I need to go somewhere. I need a long vacation. I need some peace. I need some time. I don't wanna think about anything. I want a blank mind. I don't want to worry about anything!! Stress!!!!
Try to take my place and do my job! Why you guys so difficult to listen to me!? I'm your senior!! You should listen to me and stop complaining! This isn't a fucking school! If you're not going to do work, just fucking resign! I don't care! It's easiest to have less staff than a lot of staff who always complaining!
You guys don't know how hard for me to think what should I do with you! I didn't have enough sleep because I'm fucking planning what job you guys should do! But all you guys do are, complain, complain and fucking complain!
When I was at your position 4 years ago, I fucking standing for a day and I don't complain! It's my job! Now, you guys only standing for few hours and start complain! I've a fat body than you guys But I still can do my job! You guys are still young!!! Don't act like a people who going to die soon!
Boss won't go to scold you guys but he'll come to scold me!!!!!!!! All of you are so fucking idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
April. It's already 6 years. I never expect that I'll love them this long. I've heard many things about them but here I am. Still supporting them. Still stand by their side. Still walk together with them. They're my eternal love. They'll always be. There's no way I'll betray them. I'll stay loyal. I'll grow older as an ELF. I'll always be Super Junior fans.
I had a lot of happy memories with them. Thank you because you've make my dream come true. Thank you because of you, I'll always have friends who will stand by my side. To cherish me. To share a happy memories.
Super Show 2 on 2010.
Mo.A Live at KL on 2011.
Asia Super Showcase on 2012.
Super Show 5 on 2013.
That might be my last one. I don't know. I will never know. But I still hoping that I've a chance to meet you for the 5th times.
Even I might not get a chance to meeting you again, oppa, this year I'm aiming to collect all your albums. I hope this dream will success and come true. I can't meet you But this is the other way to satisfy me.
6 years of happiness... 6 years of sadness... 6 years of painful... 6 years of joyfulness.. 6 years together...
I'll always be with you. Not for 10 years nor for 100 years. But it's forever. It's eternity...
i like when you're happy. please continue be that way. so, you won't be hurt later. i'm ok. don't worry. even if it's hurt my heart. as long as you're happy. i'm willing to do anything.
By reading my blog, maybe some of you think that I'm having a very good and enjoyable fangirl life. This is all fake. I'm never happy. I've been hiding for a long time and today, finally, I feel so tired of it. I'm not as happy as what you see. I'm not me. When I went to SS2, my parents didn't know about it. Luckily I was studied at a far place from home at that time. When SS3, I didn't dare to tell my parents that I wanted to go, so I just became a silent watcher via internet. When MO.A Live at KL, I made a decision to go but I lied to my parents, saying that I'm going to have a reunion with my college friends. My mum objected. She didn't let me go although I said I gonna meet my friends. I still remember her words, "They should come here to meet you! Why you should go there to meet them?". Am I a princess? I cried all night at that time. Mum, you heard me cried but it seemed like you don't have a heart to concern about my feeling. You simply ignored me. I wasn't give up and after that, I asked once again weather I could go or not. That time my dad answered. "Ok". My dad have a very soft heart. That's why he let me go. Although I knew it was wrong to lie but I can't tell the truth. When Asia Super Showcase, I still didn't dare to tell the truth. So, I told them that my friend was going to get married. With that, I easily can go there. But this time, on SS5, I wanted to tell the truth. Today, I got a little bit of courage to tell them that I want to go to SS5. My dad didn't have any problem with it but my mum said it's a waste. She said why should I meet someone that don't know me. She said why should I like Korean.
Mum, I just want a little bit of happiness. I'm already 24 years old. I'm not a child anymore. Is it wrong if I want to spend time with my friends? Why I can't? What do you want me to do? Please tell me. If I'm gone, is it better? I'm so tired life like this. Do this is wrong, do that is also wrong. I can't do this and that. What should I do?
Please, this is for the last time. I promise, no more concert, no more fangirling, no more Korean, no more anything. Please let me enjoy this one last time.
Chingu, ELF, Super Junior, I'm sorry that you might lost another chingu and fan. I promise to stand with you guys until the end but I don't think I can. I'm so tired already. I'm tired of being fake and liar.
I'm ready to life in this loneliness "prison" for my whole life. It's ok. I don't want a happy life anymore.
Woah!! It's already end of April! And I don't post anything this month? Is it? I'm not sure! LOL! Lately, I rarely online because April is such a busy month for me! So tired~ Started early this month I've to join a lot of Maxis/Hotlink promotion! Woke up on 8 am and only went home on 10.30 pm. Tired~ Buhhuuu~ But, it's already finished! Finally! Don't make me go to promotion anymore! LOL!
Because of my busy day, I forgot about many things! Gahh! What I wanted to post, I forgot! Ok, on April, we've Eunhyuk's birthday, Siwon's actual birthday, Zhoumi's birthday and also... My birthday! That's the point! LOL! Kidding~ Whatever, it's already late but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY OPPAS! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST! SARANGHAE FOREVER!
Oh, oh! PRU13 almost near! Time to vote! JOM MENGUNDI! It's my first time! Should I be excited? Kekekeke... I'm waiting for 5th June 2013. Luckily I already registered and I can go voting this Sunday. XD I'm thinking to work half day that day. Too lazy to wake up early! Ok, it's enough with politic, I'm not in a mood to talk about it. UNDI ADALAH RAHSIA!
Also, in April, it's mean... I already knew Super Junior for 5 years! It's my anniversary with them! Woohoo! It's feel like... Just yesterday I watched "Haengbok" MV. It's already 5 years! Waahhh~ T^T I'm with them for 5 years! I still can't believe I'll like Super Junior this long! I never have an addiction like this! They're like a drug, so addictive, making me love them more and more! 5 years with them, 3 times met them, it's feel like a miracle. Oppa, what have you done to me? Why am I like this? No, I'm not gonna complain though! :P I WILL BE A LOYAL ELF AND SUPPORT YOU TILL THE END. But, Super Junior won't have an END. Seriously, the time I quit like K-pop is when Super Junior is no longer in the K-pop world. Till then, I'll give my full support for them. I know and like K-pop because of Super Junior, if they don't exist anymore, it's useless for me to like K-pop.
Early this month, Yesung announced that he'll join military on 6 May 2013. What's this oppa? T^T But, I can't do anything. Please, just let them go for 2 years and we should wait patiently. For Korean male, going to military is like their pride and they're proud with it. Please, don't be such a bitch and let them go! Gahh! I know, it's still frustrating. Kangin went on 2010 and came back on 2012. Heechul went on 2011 and will come back this August. Leeteuk went on 2012 and will come back next year. Yesung will go next week and come back after 2 years. Next year, will be Shindong get to enlistment. On 2015? It's the most frustrating year! Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Siwon! NOOOOO!!!! Why so many members born on 1986? But, I think SM won't let this 4 members go together. Maybe next year, we'll see at least 2 or 3 members get enlistment. Gahh!! It's ok, I WILL WAIT! Starting next month (at least until August), Super Junior will continue their activities with 10 members (including Henry and Zhoumi, of course!) out of 15 members. I'm so sad~
Enough with sad story!
Super Show 5 is starting yoh! Woahhh!!! They already starting their world tour since March at Seoul. And last week, they went to South America! I'm so proud of my oppa! It was their first concert at South America and proud to tell that, the stadium/venue was full with Pearl Sapphire Blue color! WOW! 21st April at Brazil, 23rd April at Argentina, 25th April at Chile and 27th April at Peru! It's just... Wow! Are you fuckin' crazy? Now, airport and plane are like a house to you guys huh? In a week, they went to 4 different countries.I'm so jealous! On June, they'll continue their world tour at Indonesia and Hong Kong. On July, at Singapore and Japan. On 5th October... AT MALAYSIA!!! Yes! Can I cry now? LOL! It's 5 month from now! =.= I want to hear this, officially from their mouths! Whatever, I already start saving. This time I want a VIP ticket! Or maybe not! :P But I really want a seating ticket. No more rockpit! One time is enough! Rockpit is tiring and I already experienced it last year and I felt like dying. Super Show is like a dream come true for all ELF. I already met them trice but the 2nd and 3rd time, wasn't enough. The only sang a few songs and have to share stage with other artist. That's why, I think, the best moment when I met them was the 1st time, on 2010 for Super Show 2 and I'm freakin' frustrated because couldn't go to Super Show 3. Super Show 4 wasn't hold at Malaysia. That's why, I want this Super Show 5 to be the best memorable time in my entire life!
When I thought about saving more money for Super Show 5, here come another great news. Donghae and Eunhyuk will released their 2nd Japanese single "I Wanna Dance" on June. WHY!!??? I'm trying to save my money to meet you guys, how dare you release another new single! They're my most favorite members on Super Junior and it's already frustrating because I couldn't buy their 1st single. I NEED TO BUY THIS! Buhuuu~ Super Junior is making me bankrupt! Japanese single/album is so expensive. If I could buy Korean album with only RM70++, Japanese album will cost... At least RM100++ Oh, why Japanese single!? But, I've to buy this one, even if I'm going to bankrupt. I'm buy because of you two, EUNHAE!
It's already so late! I'm working tomorrow! So, it's enough with my blabbering! BYE and GOODNIGHT!
We all know what Super Junior's member have a close bond to each other and sometimes, I also forget that they've their blood-related siblings! LOL! Let's take a look at their super siblings! :P
Shindong's younger sister (Ahn Da Young)
Shindong only revealed that he has a younger sister last year. I always thought he was only child and didn't expect this. His sister is a fan of BEAST. Her surname is taken from their mum because their parents already divorce. Her sister is staying with their mum.
Leeteuk's elder sister (Park In Young)
Really pretty right? Leeteuk's sister is also a celebrity. She had appeared in some variety show with Leeteuk and she's so funny too!
Leeteuk and his sister.
Sungmin's younger brother (Lee Sung Jin)
Somewhat, Sung Jin looks more matured than his brother. LOL! If I'm not mistaken, he was born on 1989.
Sungmin with his brother, Sung Jin.
Kibum's younger sister (Kim Sae Hee)
She's really pretty!
Kibum with his youngest sister.
Donghae's elder brother (Lee Dong Hwa)
He doesn't look like Donghae. LOL! Or is it... Donghae doesn't look like him? Dong Hwa is really low-profile. I never seen a picture of him, not until they open the cafe, The Grand Place.
Heechul's elder sister (Kim Hee Jin)
They don't look alike too! LOL! But his sister is really cute.
Heechul and his elder sister.
Siwon's sister (Choi Ji Won)
Not many thing I know about his sister but 1 thing I can say... Handsomeness & prettiness run in their blood. LOL! I don't know if she's Siwon's younger sister or elder sister.
Lau siblings. Kekekeke... Henry with his elder brother and younger sister.
Henry and Whitney. Her sister so cute!
Kyuhyun's elder sister (Cho Ahra)
Another pretty sister.
Kyuhyun and his sister.
Eunhyuk's elder sister (Lee Sora)
Eunhyuk and his sister. OMG! They look like a boyfriend and a girlfriend. Both so cute! Eunhyuk seems to have a very close relationship with his sister.
Yesung's younger brother (Kim Jong Jin)
He was born on 1997. LOL! I'm kidding. He's actually 3 years younger than Yesung. Yup, he was born on 1987. Damn! Why you looks so young, oppa? :P
Yesung with his brother. So cute!!
I, personally like Eunhyuk's elder sister and Yesung's younger brother. LOL!
Super Junior's members are really close. So did their sisters! LOL! Extra picture!!!
it's been a long time, is it? today is already 19th february 2013. time flies so fast. 5.05 am and i still haven't sleep. i can't sleep but it's ok because today is my off day. finally! after 7 days straight working, i can get a rest although for 1 day. a lot of things happen at work... since chinese new year just passed a week ago, i'm hella tired... not enough staff at work, not enough sleep, not enough rest. gaahh! i hate it. what i hate the most it, it feel like i'm the only one working there. everything has to ask me. i'm so tired. i just wanna ignore all calls and sms for today. no work for a whole day. try to learn how to be independence. not all things should ask for hundreds time. i'm so stressful. depression. why'd they don't understand?
enough with work! gahhh! just think about it make me so tension!
become adult surely stressful. have to think about anything. future, money, life, work. so difficult! until when should i live like this? have to stop but i don't know how to!
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few days ago, my co-worker asked me, what exactly makes me loves Super Junior
so much? Why’d I love them? Is it because of their various types of music? Is
it because of their different personalities? Is it about their passion and
affection? Or is it because of their handsome face? I love all, I love
everything about them. I already like them for 5 years. Truthfully, I never
feel bored with their song.
It
was started on April 2008, when I was on my 2nd semester at college.
That time, I didn’t even know K-pop and I didn’t even know it existence. Yes, I
watch K-drama such as Winter Sonata, Autumn In My Heart and many more but I never
listen to any K-pop song. That night, I was bored and my mind was really tired
after studying for final exam. I borrowed my housemate laptop, trying to search
for interesting video, I played a video and I didn’t even know the singer, but I
immediately fell in love. It was Super Junior’s Haengbok music video. Suitable with
the title, when I watched the MV, I felt really happy and my mood suddenly
became high. They make me smiled and forgot about my stressful day. I was so
lucky that my roommate also has the same interest.
Since
my final exam was held on May, I didn’t have time to search anything about
them. My semester break came and my wished to learn something about them, couldn’t
be fulfil. When I went back to my hometown, I didn’t have any access for
internet and cyber café is really far, and I didn’t have transport. For 2 and
half months, I kept replaying the same song again and again. Around July 2008,
when I watched MTV, they suddenly appeared on a commercial break. They were
coming for MTV Asia Awards that was held at Genting Highlands on August 2008. I
only knew 1 song and I didn’t even know the members’ name but I really want to
go and meet them. Of course, my wish just became a wish. I went back to the
college, just a few days after MTV Asia Awards, it was really hurt when I saw
Genting Highlands signboard.
1st
thing I wanted to do when went back to college is search everything about Super
Junior. Their names, songs, sub-group and everything, I like them more and
more. I downloaded all their songs and I listen to their song every day.
On
March 2009, when they were released their new album, Sorry Sorry, I was at my
hometown, since it was mid semester break. I couldn’t wait until I went back to
college, so I decided to drag my brother to cyber café. I was so eager to listen
to their new song. I was really happy when the 1st time I listen to
Sorry Sorry and my brother could only shake his head. K-pop wasn’t really
popular at that time and it was hard to watch any K-pop video on TV. When I 1st
watched Sorry Sorry on TV, I was really happy and seriously became really
excited, shouting and singing together with them.
On
June 2009, once again semester break came. Since I knew Super Junior, I couldn’t
live without internet. I need to know anything about them. I managed to
persuade my dad to buy a broadband, of course, using my own money. With internet
connection, everything went well and I didn’t have to worry about anything.
When
new semester started, my roommate and I knew that there was a K-pop store at
Berjaya Times Square. We were unfamiliar with KL but because we were so eager
to go there, we would do anything to make it happened. We went to BTS for the 1st
time, looking for a K-pop store, MyStar. Upon arriving at the store, I couldn’t
help, my eyes were shining and felt like wanted to buy everything that display
there. We spent almost 2 hours at that shop, deciding what to buy. At last, I spent
almost RM200 at that shop, buying their album, poster, keychain and other accessories.
It’s worth and I never feel regret spending so much money.
End
of December 2009, during my last semester, I received an unexpected news, the
news that make me so happy and almost shed tears. Super Junior was going to
held their 1st solo concert at Malaysia, Super Junior Super Show 2
(SS2), on 20th March 2010. I excitedly call my roommate and we were
really happy. The ticket started selling only a few weeks after new semester
opened. Since I knew Super Junior, I went through a lot of experiences. We went
to buy the ticket at Sungei Wang Plaza. We thought not many people would come,
we never knew how many Super Junior or K-pop fans at Malaysia. We took a bus
from Seremban to KL, and arrived at Sungei Wang Plaza around 10.45 am and I was
really shocked because there were already hundreds or maybe thousands of fan
queued. For the 1st time, I felt how people were battling to get the
ticket, pushing and pulling here and there, and that was the scariest memories I
ever experienced. From 10.45 am, I only got my ticket on 8.15 pm. I was queuing
and standing for almost 9 hours to get the ticket! It was tiring but when I held
the ticket, I forgot everything.
20th
March 2010, one of the beautiful and sweetest memories in my lifetime. I would
never forget the 1st day I met them. A day before the concert, my
roommate and I decided to welcome them at KLIA. We went really early. Took a
Komuter from Seremban to Nilai, then took a bus to KLIA and we already there on
11 am, although their flight landed around 4 pm. I really wanted to meet them
but our hope destroyed. A lot of fans were waiting at the arrival but they came
out from departure. Nobody knew and could imagine how broke my heart that time.
I came so early but I couldn’t meet them.
On
the concert day, with my heart a little bit broken since I couldn’t meet them
at airport the day before, my friends and I were trying to test our luck. Before
we check-in to our hotel, we went to Millennium Hotel, the hotel that they
stayed. There were not so many fans since a lot of fans already went to the
concert venue. Less than 10 minutes after arriving at the hotel, my dream came
true! They came out from hotel. I was shaking, screaming their name. I was only
a few feet from them. I could see them really close, really clear. My mood
brighter and I didn’t feel broken anymore. My wish came true.
That
night was the greatest moments. I could hear them sing live, I could see them
dancing live and I could see their affection, their interaction with each other
and fans. 3 hours was so fast. It was like a dream and I wished I never wake
up. A day after the concert, it wasn’t enough. I need to see them a little bit.
Once again, we went to the hotel. We arrived there on 1.30 pm, standing outside
the hotel with really hot weather, and they only came out on 4.30 pm. I was
really happy. 20th and 21st March 2010 was really an
amazing days for me.
I
thought I could never see them again. I finished my study on May 2010 and that’s
means, I was back to my protective family, to my overprotective parents. I didn’t
think I would see them again. On March 2011, once again they came to Malaysia
for SS3. I didn’t go, I couldn’t see them, I couldn’t meet them, I couldn’t
stalk them. Just 1 week after the concert, I went to a vacation with my family
at Sepang. When drive thru the Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, my heart was so hurt.
They just having a big concert, only a week before. I almost cried when I thought
about it. They came again on May 2011 for Hari Himpunan Sejuta Belia at
Putrajaya. Sadly, I still couldn’t go. I already lost 2 opportunities to meet
them on 2011.
On
November 2011, the organizer announced that they would bring Super Junior for
MOA Live at KL at MBPJ Stadium. I make up my mind, I must go to the concert. I must
see them. My wish came true once again, on 3rd December 2011. Not only
Super Junior but I also meet f(x), B1A4 and Miss A. I only bought the cheapest
ticket, which is RM183. They only sang a few songs since it wasn’t their solo
concert, I was really far from the stage and I wasn’t satisfied but I was
happy.
When
I thought that was my last time I could see them, on December 2012, the organizer
once again announced they would bring Super Junior’s subgroup, Super Junior M for
Asia Super Showcase at Kenanga Wholesale City. I wanted to go and decided to
buy an expensive ticket (thanks to my lovely everything) for the 1st
time. I watched their performance for 3rd times on 11th
December 2012. I also met Exo-M and BToB for the 1st time. I was
really close with the stage, I could see them clearly. It was an amazing show,
although I started queuing since 7.45 am and the concert only started on 8.15
pm. I was tired but really happy.
I
wanted to meet them again. They just came here again 2 days ago for Golden Disk
Awards (GDA) but I couldn’t go. I just met them last month, so I couldn’t go. I
was really heartbroken, losing so many opportunities to meet them. But meeting
them for 3 times, already make me this happy. If I’ve a chance, I want to meet
them again. I want to feel happy again.
All
moneys I spent for them, I never regret it. It gave me a satisfaction. Super
Junior teaches me a lot of things. I became more independence and I travelled
to a lot of different new place. They taught me about a strong bond of
friendship. They taught me to never give up and must be a hardworking to
achieve what I want. Their music accompanies me when I was stress, depressed or
tension.
No
matter what other people say, I’ll continue support them. They’re my source of
happiness. I know what I like, I know my limit. Nothing can change my love
towards them.
It's a bit late, but... OMG!!! Break Down MV is already out! Super Junior M make a comeback after 2 years! I miss to hear them sing in Mandarin. I really love the song and can't wait to have the album! Hohoho!
Enjoy the MV!
cr: SMTOWN @yt
English Translation:
This isn’t like me
Can’t calm down at all
Passer-bys all see through
I have some sort of special anticipation for you
Lost control what to do now
Almost can’t leave
yeah
Conversation is very simple
why is my heartbeat so abnormal
Every movement in front of you
can easily be seen through
Because I’m most in the sea of your gaze
Armour clad heart break down for you
Only left with naked confessions
Love with no defense
Selfless must be brave bravery
Blocking the bullet of rumors
So baby let’s go go go go go
Cold mask Break Down for you
All expressions reveal
The way I worship you
After hurting I still won’t regret
A dependency on thirsting for you
So baby let’s go go go go go
On the way take off our armour
Will run faster will all our might
Catching up to protect you
You won’t get hurt
Even if I’ll be wounded I don’t care
for you
Oh yeah oh yeah
You may think it’s too crazy (yeah you can call me crazy)
Actually I think that way too (but can’t stop loving you)
Love is like a melody that can catch a virus
Armour clad heart break down for you
Only left with naked confessions
Love with no defense
A selflessness must be bravery
Blocking the bullet of rumors
So baby let’s go go go go go
Cold mask Break Down for you
All expressions reveal
The way I worship you
After hurting I still won’t regret
A dependency on thirsting for you
So baby let’s go go go go go
Thought I almost found myself again
but I failed once more
You Breakin me down breakin me down
How many times already walked all the way and come back again
Love is breakin me down breakin me down
(Dance break)
Armour clad heart break down for you
Only left with naked confessions
Love with no defense
A selfless bravery
Blocking the bullet of rumors
So baby let’s go go go go go
Cold mask Break Down for you
All expressions reveal
The way I worship you
After hurting I still won’t regret
A dependency on thirsting for you
So baby let’s go go go go go
Back up until the end Break Down
Like melted into ashes break Down
Break Down~
Break Down~
Love you make me completely break down~
Romanized:
(with individual parts)
[Henry] Zhe bu xiang shi wo
Wan quan leng jing bu lai
Lu ren dou kan chuan
Dui ni wo you zhong te bie qi dai
[Donghae] Shi kong le zen me ban
Kuai yao li bu kai
[Eunhyuk] Yeah hua ti dou shi fen pu tong
Wei he xin tiao yi chang xiong yong
Yi ju yi dong
Zai ni mian qian quan bei qing song kan tou
[Kyuhyun] Yin wei wo mi shi zai ni yan shen de hai
[All] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down
Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai
[Zhou Mi] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan
So baby let’s go go go go go
[All] Leng ku de mian ju wei ni break down ([Henry] down)
Suo you biao qin dou tou lu dui ni de cong bai
[Siwon] Shang le ye bu hou hui gan kai
[Donghae] Zhi ke wang ni de yi lai
[All] So baby let’s go go go go go
[Ryeowook] Yan lu shang xie xia kui jia pin ming pao de geng kuai
Gen shang ni bao hu zhe ni bu bei shang hai
[Zhou Mi] Jiu suan shang hen lei lei wo ye dou bu guan wei ni
[Donghae] Oh yeah oh yeah
[Sungmin] Ni ye xu jue de tai feng kuang ([Henry] Yeah you can call me crazy)
[Sungmin] Qi shi wo ye zhe yang xiang ([Eunhyuk] Dan wu fa ting zhi ai ni)
[Donghae] Ai xiang yi duan hui zhong du xuan lu
[All] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down
Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai
[Kyuhyun] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan
[All] So baby let’s go go go go go
[All] Leng ku de mian ju wei ni break down
Suo you biao qin dou tou lu dui ni de cong bai
[Siwon] Shang le ye bu hou hui gan kai
[Donghae] Zhi ke wang ni de yi lai
[All] So baby let’s go go go go go
[Ryeowook] Xiang kuai yao zhao hui zi ji que you shi bai
Ni you breaking me down breaking me down
[Zhou Mi] Duo shao ci yi jing zou yuan you zai hui lai
Ai zong breaking me down breaking me down
(Dance break)
[Kyuhyun] Wu zhuang de xin zang wei ni break down
Sheng xia chi luo de gao bai mei fang bei de ai
[Henry] Fen bu gu shen yao yong gan dang kai liu yan de zi dan
Today is the last day of 2012. Time flies so fast and tomorrow, in 2013 I’ll turn 24 years old. I’ll still fangirling over Super Junior though. LOL! Many things had happened and not all things came out smoothly but I don’t really mind because let bygone be bygone. Sweet memories will surely remember forever.
Because today is the last day of 2012 and in a few hours, we’re going to welcome 2013, I’ll list all sweet and best memories that happened to me in 2012.
1. Asia Super Showcase. I meet Super Junior for the 3rd time, BToB and Exo-M for the 1st time. The showcase was really daebak! I've no regret spending so much money for the sowcase.
2. Meet her after a year. I was so happy because got a chance to spend time with her again. She's forever my everything. I miss you, I love you. I hope we can meet again.
3. Vacation at Genting Highlands for the 1st time. LOL! Even I face an unexpected 'thing', the vacation still the best! Just forget about those 'thing'.
4. Jalan-jalan with my beloved family. 2012 is the year for Kedah and Perlis! LOL! I went to Kedah and Perlis for, I lost count! LOL! I went to Wang Kelian after 12 years, to Bukit Kayu Hitam after a few years (ROFL!), to Menara Alor Setar and Muzium Padi for the first time, and many more. I even went to the place I never go. Well, my family really like to jalan2.
5. Hangout with ELF friends. I got so many new friends because of Super Junior! Thank Q very kamsa!
On 9th December 2012 I woke up really early because I’m finally going to meet my friends after 1 year. I took a bus on 9.00 am to Seremban. Why Seremban? Well, you don’t have to know why. LOL! I was very excited because I’m got my freedom for a few days. No more works to think. When I arrived at Seremban around 4.00 pm, my dearest wifey, Dayah, came to fetch me with her roommate and fiancé.
We were on rushed to go to KWC to redeem the showcase merchandise and I swore that wifey’s roommate fiancé was like maniac! He drove the car so fast and its look exactly like Too Fast, Too Furious movie. =.= We arrived at KWC on 6.06 pm and the redemption counter already closed! So, we decided to stroll around the KWC. Wifey and I even went until level 15 to see the stage but damn! That level was so quiet and scary! LOL! We immediately went down.
Oh, before that, we read from Twitter, saying that fans already queued for the showcase at the LG level. I was shocked and didn’t believe it. It was only Sunday and the showcase was on Tuesday, there was no way fans would queue that early. We went to the LG level and what we saw really surprising! There was already people queued! It was totally crazy!
My stomach was growling since I only ate nasi lemak for breakfast and didn’t have lunch. Before we went home to wifey’s rent house, we went to dinner at Sofina Seafood. The food not bad, maybe because I was very hungry! LOL! After that, we went straight to the wifey’s house.
Acting like a tourist...
The next day, I woke up with the happy feeling although I felt really tired. I couldn’t wait to go to KL and met my ELF friends. Before we continued our journey, we went to eat breakfast at Komples Kejiranan Presint 11. Well, a must menu for breakfast, of course, a nasi lemak. Finished our breakfast, we rode a bus to Putrajaya Central and from there we took ERL to KL Central. It was our first time using an ERL and was quite shocked because the ticket is RM9.50. LOL! Whatever, we could arrive early.
Inside the bus also can posting!
When at KL Central, both of us were totally lost. LOL! We’re not familiar with KL, so it was kind of difficult. We took a train (I’m sorry because I’m not familiar with KL transportation, I don’t know how and what is the difference between Komuter, Putra or whatever train, LMAO! So, yeah) to Masjid Jamek station before change to another train to Hang Tuah station. Before starting our journey, I already make some researched about the hotel and KWC location. I thought our hotel was near Hang Tuah station but then I realized the hotel was near Imbi station. ROFL!
From Hang Tuah station, we walked to Tiara Inn Hotel, hotel that we were going to sleep for 2 days.
When we arrived at Tiara Inn Hotel, it was 1.00 pm and luckily the receptionist allowed us to check in early although the check in time is 2.00 pm. We went to our room to rest for a while before went out to meet our ELF friends at Berjaya Times Square. Again, we walked to BTS, it was tiring but fun though!
Wifey and I were busy posing, capturing and snapping picture of each other at the BTS entrance. LOL! The Christmas decoration really daebak! Then, we noticed a SJ-M banner at U Mobile shop there! Wow! Big banner and without wasting any time, we posing with that banner! LMAO! It was kind of embarrassing because people kept looking at us!
Feel like... 'kidnapping' the banner and put it inside my room
Also, for the first time, I met Unnie Farah and Unnie Fyza. Kekeke… Before this we were only contacting via Twitter or FB. It was fun to hang-out with friend that has a same interest with us. It was an enjoyable day. Oh, I bought a new lightstick (since my old lightstick was broken) at My Star. The shop has change! The last time I went to My Star was 2 years ago. It’s really different now. More K-pop merchandise and it’s daebak! I wish they open a shop like that at Penang too! It’s a heaven for K-pop lover like me!
We went to eat KFC for dinner, thanks to Unnie Fyza who treated us! Actually, our original plan was to eat Korean food, but never mind, KFC was great too! My favourite! Unnie Farah had to go back to meet her friend, leaving me, wifey and Unnie Fyza. We were still waiting for Unnie Lisa to arrive.
When Unnie Lisa arrived, it was already night. We decided to stroll for a while before heading back to the hotel. We went to the 7-eleven, wanting to buy something to eat at hotel that night, which is really wasted because we didn’t eat anything when arrived at hotel. LOL!
The day that I’ve been waiting finally came! I woke up on 5.30 am! Wow! Very early lor! Unnie Lisa wanted to take the concert ticket from her friend, so we decided to wake up early and went to KL Central to meet her friend.
With not having any breakfast, on 7.45 am, we arrived at KWC and damn! There were many fans queued!!! Since we were queuing beside the busy road, people that passing by, stared or looked at us weirdly! LMAO! The showcase would start on 8.00 pm but, on 8 am, fans already queued like the showcase was going to start soon. Hihihi… That how daebak K-pop fans are!
The craziness...
Around 10 am, the chaos started. Since there were a lot of fans queuing until blocking the main entrance of KWC, the asked us to go down to LG level, where the main gate located! Just imagine how could thousands of fans queuing there like a sardine in a tin can! It was really packed!
On 1 pm, the gate opened and they allowed fans to enter the showcase venue. But what make me really mad and pissed off was, fans that came late got to enter the showcase early! They cut the queue until we at the back, who came fucking early, got to enter the venue quite late and didn’t get the best seat! *sigh*
We got to enter the venue around 2.30 pm. I was really starving and luckily we could still go out from the venue. They attached a ‘special’ bangle around our wrist. ROFL! The bangle looked like the one when we enter theme park. Wifey and I managed to eat our breakfast + lunch. Yeah, a waffle and a glass of milo ice. We only ate that until the showcase end! My stomach is really daebak when I got to see my oppa.
Inside the venue. When the situation still calm...
Be inside the venue, doing nothing, was damn bored! The big screen was super bored! They kept playing an uninteresting video. JB… Bleh! This is K-pop showcase! It would be great if you show some K-pop video! Duh! I swore I almost slept. Me and non K-pop song, wasn’t a matching combination!
Then, I became high! Why? Super Junior M’s Perfection was playing on the big screen! ROFL! My eyes suddenly became so wide and fans inside the venue became high. The best part is, we kept shouting and followed the fanchant! It was daebak! After Perfection, they played Mama by Exo M. It was the first time I watched the MV! They played SPY after that, which is, once again make the ELF became high! Every time Leeteuk’s part, the scream and shouting became louder! Then, they played BToB’s song (sorry, I don’t know the song title). And… They kept repeating the video again and again. LOL! Not that I mind though!
Around 7 pm, the fans on the second floor (or level 16), started screaming, and we, the fans on the Super Zone were shocked and got up and run to get the best place! Damn! It was hectic! I almost tripped and I couldn’t imagine if I really trip! I might die! Hoh! Scary!
With fans kept pushing each other, until I couldn’t even put my hands up, we got to see a lot of commercials of the sponsor on the big screen but only 1 commercial caught our attention. One HD commercial because there’s Siwon. LMAO! It was funny because we could only see Siwon on the big screen but we still scream!
8.15 pm, the showcase began and wifey and me separated!!! I didn’t see her until the end of the showcase.
BToB was the first performer. To tell the truth, I only knew 1 song, which is, WOW but I really enjoyed their performance. Their voice is daebak. First time hearing they sang live and I think they’re very good! Minhyuk is handsome too! LMAO! I got to see him really close because he came to the right side often. Oh my gosh! Shamelessly, I only recognized Minhyuk! Sorry to others! *bows 90 degree* Then, 3 luckiest fans got to come to the stage and greet BToB! Oh damn! Although I don’t really know BToB, I was shouting crazily when that luckiest fangirl got to shake hands and hugged them! Gahh!! Jealous! There’s one thing that I respect and make my heart feel really warm. The way they bow to the luckiest fangirls. It was 90 degree bow! Wow! They got my respect! The last song they performed before leave the stage was definitely, WOW. Hihihi…
Minhyuk!
I was still holding my lightstick when BToB performed but when Exo-M’s, I already put my lightstick inside the bag. NO! I’m not hating them! LOL! My hand was hurt, plus I need to hold the camera too! I didn’t hold my lightstick when Super Junior M performed too. =.=
The 2nd performer was Exo-M. I wanted to enjoy the performance but I wasn’t into Mandarin songs (Super Junior is an exemption). I feel like Exo-M performance was such a rush. There was lack interaction with fans and I kind feel bad for them and their fans. I only managed to capture a picture of 1 member since they didn’t come to the front stage often!
I don't even know his name... LOL!
The last but not least, Super Junior M!!! The moment that I’ve been waiting for! When the host asked us weather we’re ready or not, the fans became loud and crazy! Even the VVIP stand up and came closer, some of them don’t even stand up when BToB or Exo M performed, but when SJ-M’s turn, they suddenly came closer. And fans at the VIP seat, already stand up on their chair! =.= Once again (like at MOA last year), the way Super Junior M appeared on stage really suspended! I became crazy for a while! This is the first time I got to see them really close although this wasn’t my first time saw them! I already went to SS2 and MOA, but my seat was far.
They started their show with Super Girl. It was DKFHADLKFHALDFHADLKGNDMNDSFKASNFKADNFDG!!!! Oh my Hae! He’s so sexy! LMAO! Bias much! When the Super Girl ended, they suddenly went to the backstage and we were like… What the fuck??? There’s no way they were only performing 1 song!! LOL! The host asked us again and again, we shouted SJ-M’s name!
They appeared back, so-oh-charmingly-yet-so-oh-sexily, sang At Least I Still Have You. Like always, they sang the ballad song greatly! The song is one of my favourite from SJ-M, so I was glad that they sang that song! I sang along with them, although my mandarin was… well… LOL!
Then, Ryeowook and Zhoumi (plus Eunhyuk’s rapping) sang a mandarin song! I almost died when Ryeowook came to the front stage and he was fuckin’ near with me! Oh dammit! I stared at his face, like, like, like, I couldn’t take my eyes off of him! He’s so cute and sometimes, he would smile shyly and oh my gosh! So cute! The embarrassing part, which is I didn’t even tell anyone yet… I thought Ryeowook was singing with Henry! I didn’t realize it was Zhoumi! Seriously! Is my eyesight this bad? LOL! Or my hearing worst? I’m totally paralyzed with Ryeowook! I only noticed it was Zhoumi when Eunhyuk suddenly came out, rapping!
And forgive my damn short-term memory, I didn’t remember what other songs they sang! Oh, they sang Destiny too! That’s all I remember! Damn my memory!
Oh, oh! Then Siwon suddenly appeared on the big screen! Although he didn’t come, I feel happy because he leave us some message! You’re really considering and I’m proud of you, oppa! I know you’re working hard on your new drama but, I miss you damn much!
The Q&A part was hilarious! They were asking to take out 3 questions by fans. The 1st question… Erk! I didn’t remember anymore!!! The 2nd question (if I’m not mistaken), “Would you stay longer at Malaysia?” and Eunhyuk was really cheesy! He asked all ELF to go to South Korea and live at their dorm! LOL! He said they can cook for us, sing and etc. ROFL! I really want to live at your dorm though. Would you let me? Hihihi…
The 3rd question was daebak! “If you’re a girl, which member you want to date?”. Jeng, jeng, jeng… I put my camera on a standby mode! I could feel something would happen! I was waiting for EunHae’s moment! Damn! They start with Ryeowook and he chose Sungmin. I didn’t remember if they ever ask Henry because the fans were loud (or am I having a short-term memort again?). Then, Sungmin chose Kyuhyun and fans, especially, KyuMin’s fans went FLKGHSDIFHAIOFJAFLJDKGLSDJGKLSFGJSLFKGSFDGSG!!!!! We shouted KyuMin KyuMin KyuMin loudly! We were expecting Kyuhyun to choose Sungmin but he chose Donghae! And this little kid (I mean Donghae), suddenly became so shy and act gedik-ly! LMAO! When Donghae’s turn, the fans (especially EunHae’s fan like me) became really crazy!!! We shouted “Lee Hyukjae, Lee Hyukjae, Lee Hyukjae”!!! LOL! I was hoping Donghae to choose Eunhyuk and the others member seemed to get what fans want! Sungmin pushed Donghae, then Kyuhyun pushed Donghae to Eunhyuk!!!! OH MY GOSHHHH!!!! OH MY OH MY!!!!! LSJASOIFJALKDFHDLKGHSFGLKSFJHGTIKFJGHSIFGHSDKFHAUIDFHDKJGHSFGKJFSHGSDIOFHDEIOFGDHIOGHSFGIKSFHGFKJGHFXOIGHSDIORUFAEWORUFASOIFUPWUEDGOPDFUHDFBGJF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And LEE FUCKIN’ HYUKJAE WAS ALMOST STRIPPING HIS CLOTH AND WAVING AND DANCING SEXILY IN FRONT OF DONGHAE!!! AND LEE FUCKIN’ DONGHAE SUDDENLY BECAME SHY BUT WALKED DAMN SHYLY TO EUNHYUK AND HUGGED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Again, LPWSIWPODKASL;FCJDLKVGDSJNGJLKDNVLKDCJSOPJFASOIFJSA;FCJD;LVJKDJPOVJDGOPVDJVLDKJVSDLGKJGDSLGVJDSOFS!!!!! Excuse my EunHae’s shipping heart! LMAO! When Eunhyuk’s turn to choose, we were chanting Donghae’s name but he chose Zhoumi instead! Gahh!!! What’s this Lee Hyukjae? A revenge? ROFL! Then, Zhoumi chose Ryeowook. This Q&A part was enjoyable and fun!
Also, a part when Donghae ‘accidently’ revealed that SJ-M is going to film their new MV next week! LOL! Then, Eunhyuk asked him to show the dance a little. He danced but Kyuhyun stopped him. LOL! But, he dance again and this time, Sungmin stopped him. This kid, Lee Donghae! You really know how to make me fall in love with you more and more.
Then, there was a part, when the host asked the SJ-M members to guess what fruit that shown on the big screen. That was another part that brought laughter to the whole venue. LMAO! They were really funny. Donghae, I didn’t know that jackfruit called jackpot! HAHAHA! And Eunhyuk, I know that you’re a monkey but not all fruit is a banana. LMAO! The last picture show was durian and Sungmin was, “Ew, smell, smelly” OH MY GOD! CUTE!!!!!! Ryeowook confidently said the fruit name, “Durian. I like it” LOL! Look like Ryeowook can eat anything!
Their last song was Perfection. This is the daebak fanchant I ever heard! I’m almost cried!!!! The 1st time I could follow the fanchant perfectly!
Henry!
Kyuhyun!
Sungmin!!!
Ryeowook!!!!
Others picture are exclusive... LOL! Just kidding! Actually, this is the only picture that come out perfectly!
After they finished performing, Donghae came to the front to bow to the fan, before Eunhyuk came and join him. He held Donghae’s hand and they bow together. Then, they went to left side and bow again. That time, I was focusing at them, until Henry held our national, our Malaysia flag! He ran to the centre, with Malaysia flag, before disappeared to the backstage, with the flag! Oh my gosh! Henry, you make me felt proud!
The showcase ended but we kept chanting “encore, encore”. It wasn’t enough! I want more! The fans didn’t budge although we knew the showcase already ended.
Not long after that, we gave up and all of us, heading to the lift. Since the venue was at level 15, imagine how could we go down with just 3 lift still open? The lift was scary though! Wifey and I decided to use stair! Yes, we went down by stair from level 15 to LG. Such a memorable memory! LOL! Our feet were already tired but we couldn’t bear to wait or took the scary lift!
Merchandise & lightstick...
That moment, I realized that I was really tired, hungry and thirsty! We were looking for a shop to buy drink and finally, we found 7-eleven! It’s like heaven! LOL! I bought a big slurpy and 100+. We also bought a burger to fill our empty stomach. My feet couldn’t walk anymore. We decided to take taxi to our hotel. Once we arrived, bath, eating and immediately fell asleep. LOL!
The next morning, which is the last day for me to enjoy, came. I wanted to sleep more but couldn’t. I woke up, opened Twitter and FB, then looking at the picture or video that I managed to capture and snapped last night.
When we check-out, it was almost 12 pm. We walked to the BTS and planned to eat Korean food! Hooray! After a long time, I got to eat Korean food again! We order pancake, bibimbap and dukboki. Although I like Korean food, I don’t like kimchi! LOL!
Yummy~
After finished our lunch and took our selca at BTS (again!), we took a train to Puduraya. My journey almost ended. On 2.45 pm, I said goodbye to wifey and Unnie Lisa. I wonder when we will meet again. I went to meet my other ELF friend, Waddah, since she held my bus ticket. She had arranged a few ELF from Penang to come to KL but she didn’t come back with us, leaving me with all unfamiliar ELF. LOL! And all of them are Chinese. I’m the only Malay!
My journey as a fangirl officially ended. I hope I got a chance to start this journey again.
p/s: Sorry for the late post... Have been busy with work! :P
